十月之散文

原以为什么都不想懂得我
却什么都懂了
不停的欺骗自己，换来的却是措不及手的成长
当我们认识的那一天起，原来只是个错误
我哭泣，
我自责，
我抱怨，
我颓废，
最终，还是逃不了回忆的折磨

虽说，人总是常常忘记的动物
但是，记忆却永远都抹不去，只不过是被淡忘了
伤口虽然痊愈了，但疤痕始终还在～

想说，对不起，我想原谅你，但我做不到
你，让我很失望，让我不知道还应该要怎么去面对你
也许，你真的不在乎，那么我，又何尝不是呢？
因为，我没那么有力的心脏，我不能抵抗你所给我的无所谓
我真的已经不在乎了
因为，真的痛了。。。。。

希望有一天，我可以遇到一个让我从新找回那个以前的我～

I pray for u! I DO =)




Haven't been in church
since I dont remember when
Things were going great
Til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher
As he told me what to do
Said:"you cant go hating others, who done wrong to you"
Sometimes we get angry
But we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do his job
And you just pray for them

I pray your brakes go out
Running down a hill
I pray and flower pot falls
From a window sill
And knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray your flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are
Honey, I pray for you

Really glad I found my way to church
Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for the words
So I'm gonna take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messing up
And I'll keep praying for you

I pray your tire blows out at 110
I pray you pass out with your best friend
And wake up with his and her tattoos
I pray your brakes go out
Running down a hill
I pray and flower pot falls
From a window sill
And knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray your flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car
Wherever you are honey, I pray for you.
I pray for you~~~