A really touched song....

Today wanna share this song.
Cause we just sang this song in my fellowship!
An i love it so much......hehe



The song is about how great is the love of our Lord
He never give up us no matter we are sinners or what the bad things we had done!
He still treat us so nice and always listening to our prays.

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my sharing

Yesterday morning, actually we must be in church, but then....we are too late for it!
Sharon said, let's go to Starbuck since we had our breakfast(GRESS) in our hand...
I am wondering, is this tempting? Or is this the arrangement of God that want us to know
more about each other? Couldn't remember, sometime i just don't dare to talk to you.
Cause i know the consequences and outcome of the talk, so i end up with speechless.
When you said, you had a peaceful heart to listen to me after the prayer meeting, make me think about God. Is he the one send you to me?May Be =)

But that day, i just spread out again automatically, i bet God gave me the courage to do it
As i said,Even tough we born in the same family, but we used to have different mind!
cause, we still had our own personality which had planted in our heart since we growth.
In other way, i feel really thankful that, you are the one who always keep me accompany and
listen to me.
I know i need times to let go the past. I will try to.
May be like what you said, i haven't find my way to life happily like a Christian do.
I know this really need to let go a lot of things but i wish to give it a try!
Please don't judge me with your rules, cause i got my own rules as well =)

Just found out sometime, let go and happiness just inside your mind......



Heaven and Hell
This is the different of it, we used to think too far away or in a conflict way to some problems.
As to fit in this realistic world, and the fact is we changed while the things still going in simple way. It's all just depend on our mind. Not a big deal may be? however, it's also a hard time for some peoples. Cause there ain't perfect human in this world.

Hope you guys who reading this enjoy my sharing =)

Cheers.........

Careless

Interesting topic huh? haha............ i think so =)
After back from CF, i am hungry actually, am i that hungry? Actually, i can bear with it!
But SHARON LEE had tempt my appetite up, as she said we are going to supper later, then i am keep thinking where are we going later? What should i order later? Well, it's not a big deal for me! I am not going to get mad when she said, oh no...we are not going! Although it's really make me desperate !!!

But we had a small chat when we on the way back home.
I just realised that i careless .......
Since when i know what's the main purpose and i really feel hurt.
Poor me, i always been remember how pain it's hurt me. How deep the scars was.
Then i learn not to fall down again as i had learn from the lesson!
Sometimes, i don't know it's a good way or bad way, but i know i just want to get rid of this
situation. As what someone keep mention with me that want to escape from all this.
May be i am the dullness to know about this all.

And now, i really `see open` see widely......
Cause i had prepared all this, i am going to take out my strength to go all way long all alone myself. Cause i know i can't lean for anybody else. Even Sharon.
I know you had been tiring being my elder sister all these days.
All in all........it's all depend on you, no matter what is your decision, i will always support you. I bet you know i am! And please, don't judge me with, you think is that way. I feel bad about that. Cause i didn't mean to......... Hope you understand.


My heart is soft and weak.
I can't stand for the pain that given by friendship and relationship.
I can only accept the pain and hurt from family.
Once i been hurt by friends, i will never go back anymore.
TRUST me, i am always cruel in relationship! and i can be so in friendship.
if you force me to do so.......i will just let go everything and never care anymore!
So please don't force me to do so, once there is still a chance to smile

Sunderland Buffet

Today we went to Sunderland.......Cause Sharon want to hand in her IELTS form, so we decided to
go together then go to Seaburn beach.
The weather was good....Sunny but a bit Windy, so far so good for us! Of course.
But then, we have no idea how to go to the college, but our Nice brother, Carter gave us a lift to the college, so we don't need to walk or lost on the way! haha~
Thanks yo Carter.......

After that, we went to the buffet called Panda in Sunderland.
We walk so long as the `road idiot number 2` show us the wrong way!!! haha
I always follow them cause i am `road idiot number 1` hahaha~~~~~~~~
Finally, we got the Right direction to Panda.....We are all Starving @_@
Though we will have lot foods since we are starving, but we could only have one and half plate
of foods......then we can't eat anymore! haha

At last, we are carry on to the beach with metro, go up to the metro from Sunderland, we want to go down from Seaburn, but the metro is stop = =" We are force to use the bus to another Metro Station. So, we failed to go beach today! Doesn't matter, i believe there still a lot of chance for me to the beach! haha..... We take nearly an hour bus from Sunderland to Gateshead Metro
But we had lots fun on the bus! I can't stop laughing when the bus got emergency break Sharon hug the girl in front of here. Due the crowd inside the bus, we need to stand inside. Then when the bus got an emergency break, she didn't hold tight and lost her balance, then she hug the girl in front of her, the girl is tall and a bit plump. I just laugh like hell when i heard that and started imaging inside my brain! LOLSssssssssssssssss..........


Anyways, i think 3 of us are so annoyed and noisy in there.
Cause other people was quite silent just 3 of us talking none-stop
until people force to listen to ipod! haha~
Got lots fun there still ^^

Struggling~

Went to Sheffield last Wednesday! It's a young city! Not like Newcastle.
The buildings are very modernism, environment is very nice, i think mostly young generation will
love that place. Newcastle is really an old city huh~ Just realised.
However, it's still very British style. Hahaha.......Cause this is UK = ="



If Sharon study there, i might visit her frequently, an excuses for shopping! haha
But the shops are quite similar to Newcastle, as you know, there are franchise everywhere
in whole UK. Well........no deny, i love there compare to London.
I still didn't feel regret staying in Newcastle for my Uni Life, i love those city for travelling
As i still love living in Newcastle, as i am familiar with this city and has build up our relationship! I have settle down my living place which near to My uni. I hope i make a right decision, anyhow, i still need to go for it! I know i always ask opinion for others, when i am asking Sharon, she always said, think it urself! I think its time for me to make my own decision but not lean on other. I just hope that i don't make things wrong!

I tot asking other opinion is a good action as i can listen to other advised and make my own decision, but over lean on other its like too pamper on someone else. Now i know i should find a balance on it. Sometime i know i am too stubborn. Cause this is my rules and you just can't step into my rules which i set for myself. But i changed.........as long as i know i am right!

My school fees rise to 9000pounds.I am quite shock about that cause its quite a high price.
Nearly same with Newcastle, the very 1st reason i choose Northumbria its because of the price.
Now i am starting to doubt that it's worthy or not......Why don't go for Newcastle U. It's much more better compare to Northumbria. But it's too late......
I don't like to change a lots, i just want to be stable. Or i can say ordinary?
It's time for my school fees and need to book my ticket to go back home
Wondering should i or not to get an iphone before i went back home.......its costly!
Really fancy of it! SIGH..........................

Hope i can settle all troubles one by one~