Friday 25 June 2010

How???

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Yesterday have a great chat with B!!! It's bad that she is heading back to KL....

Well, for true, i got only meet her twice for our holidays, i feel so bad about that! May be i have too less time for her, or may be there are some other reason. I have no idea, still~ Thanks God for giving her to me! Thanks God that she is the one who always always listen to me and never forsake me. When i see you, you always remind me that, we laugh together, we smile together, we got tears together and we love each other always and forever =)


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Go out with P last few days and we met Jelly! LoL                                                                                     She turn into such a sweets girl ...haha is this a good new? Well, this is what we always hope so when we were in UK!!! hahaha, i bet her bro and mom or i should say her families and friends should be very surprise about this! Well, have a nice chat with P but we got such a limited time as i need to be `AHMAD` = ="""   But i am sure there will be plenty times for us to share with each other in other time! hehe


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Feel so frustrated and dissappointed for lots things after coming back from UK.......... Have no idea which way to go, lost in desperate. Sometime, i pray , pray so hard to God, that i need him to lead me, may be i have not enough confidental for him! But thanks God, which gave me strenght to listen to my mum and dad, and let me learn from them and also listen to their advise which really benefit and help me a lots! I hope this situation will continue be like this....... As we always must learn for new thingy~ 

At the end, i just hope everything can get better day by day! I hope there is a miracle or else i really hope that i can have success in my last chance! Else, i really really need to think carefully and wisely what should i do for next, where should i go..........However, NOW!!! I really really dont have any time to think about it! Cause i am really busy with my life x.x

Now i can understand the suffering of a housewives which need to work and need to do house work, non-stop !!! It's realy night mare that u can never imaging.......The suffering which u can't just explain with words nor describe with your mouth! Cause when you never try, you never know! Once you experience, then you can understand! LOL


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Just realised IT! It's still not too late right?

Pray hard =) always have a thankful heart !

I still want to change! 

See yeah a round~ For the next blog 

Monday 21 June 2010

Touched

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Today, i having my period pain = ="
And i asked mummy to let me stay at home, she ask me to call to office ask for
a leave. Well, i do so~ I want to stay at home x.x


There are some trouble really disturbed me now a days!
which i have no idea where i am going to start it!
It's been so long, i didn't write anything at my blogs, but suddenly, i feel so lonely
feel so depress about some matter, suddenly, i think about Sharon.
The girl, who always listen to me and understand me! I miss u so much, i hope i can talk to u
Meanwhile, i can feel the loneliness of you, as mum always remind me that
Sharon is alone outside there, you don't always post some gathering nor happiness photo on facebook hia~~~ LOL

About my exams, my friendship, my work and my mum = ="""
Sigh............I feel so bad about this all, and there is nobody care
so i need to face it all by myself alone!
May be people may think about you are so enjoy working at daddy's shop
what's difficult about that?
May be your working doesn't treat as working, they think you are playing there
Gosh.......... And mummy arh, can you please dont keep nagging
i know tomorrow is ur birthday, i really really dont want to make you angry!
But ur words, always make me want to say something la..............
And i will always reply you with some words which so mind!!! I feel so bad about it
when i answer u like i dont want to go back to malaysia, cause i know you always want us
to go back to malaysia after we graduated!

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Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ARRRRrgggggghhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHhhhhh
i just want to relax!!! PLEASE lar
let me go for a while! I wanna rest~ I feel so pressure in work, in exmas, in relationship, in families, sometimes i just hope that i dont want to care anymore! But i cant
i cant cant cant cant !!! Who else can understand me! WHO???


Sigh~
S, i have read through ur blog which about the Malay's christian
This is really remind me something, thanks for the sharing !!!
Love it, also burn the fire of the holy spirit ~
hehehe

Take care urself out there
Miss u!!