Tuesday 18 May 2010

Happy Birthday My Dear PAuline

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Dear, Pauline sister

May be it's late to write this but....still hope you enjoy reading it ^^
As i just got enough time to sit down and write something for you
I really enjoy the Berlin trip with you~
But don't be too aggressive when something block your way or someone make you angry
cause when we thinking in another way, it's will getting difference ^^

Still remember we are both so nervous before we are departing from Newcastle to Berlin.
Our hearts like bopping and i guess you the same ^^
As i have told you, i love Travelling with you, Thank you for bear with me x.x
Due to my snoring, i know i make you can't sleep well at night. I want to apologize but i feel so bad,
if you are feeling unhappy, cause whenever you feels, always link to us............

I had read through Sharon's blog and she just saying what i want to said!
hahahaha......................................... I will always miss u gals ^^
Hopefully we will keep in touch always
I just love to share everything with you! And what i want to say is.......
If you don't know what i mean just come and ask me ler......Don't always store it in ur hearts
cause sometimes i don't mean it and i don't want you missunderstanding! Alright?

Love you~
You always got a 24 hours pass to see me! call me! find me! talk to me! kiss me!
hahaha...........This is what i can give u~

Getting mature now.....hope yah continue growing under God's blessing
Thanks and Sorry

Love.
Jasmine

Friday 7 May 2010

Library Day

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Woohoo~
Well, i wake up so late today, and i had a dream! LoLsss.........
And pauline wake me up, cause we are going to meet Joann today in the library x.x
to solve our pre-work out! Finally, it's make sense and have a clue how to do it
Then, we stay until 9p.m in the library moh~
The night still bright like only 6pm or 7pm tot...
Anways, i had print my flight ticket out, oh man~ I am so excited with it!
But got period pain now.... and sleepless night for me again
I scared it will become my bad habit again! So i am planing to make myself tired
so i can sleep once i lay on my bed! hahaha

I really hope exam day faster come, so i can finish my exam
and i can put down the stone inside my heart! haha
Then i wanna go shopping shopping shopping!!! Too bad that my luggage is allowed 20kgs only
so stupid lar.......Sigh!!!
This time i am going to fly alone myself........14 hours x.x Killing me~

Oh yeah........I just hope that monday faster come!
Then will be shopping on Tuesday and Wednesday!!! wow............
Thursday i am flying to Berlin,Germany! Until Sunday, then do my packing then go back to sibu
hahaha..........that's my plan!
Hope everything going fine ^^

It's Mother days on Sunday Right?
Happy Mother Day mum!!!
Love you always =)
Happy Mother Day for all the mummy also ^^

Tuesday 4 May 2010

今天所看见的

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长大,是人生必经的过程~
试想渐渐的改变,压力渐渐的增加。。。每天每天,一点一点
当有天你发现,你长大了,你往回看,原来以前所发生的大事,只不过如此,以前是多么幼稚的
这就代表你长大了 ………………


glitter-graphics.com
今天,我出门了`因为要去银行弄一些东西,然后去买一些食物!
到了银行,我解释过后,他们告诉我,不能把钱退给我,不知道是不是每次被人拒绝后,我都好想大哭一下
就像上次在机场他们不让我们过的时候,因为超重了,我就好想大哭下
可是,我告诉我自己你不可以哭! 只不过遇到这样小小的挫折就哭!那如果以后遇到更大的困难的时候你怎么办?
没有人陪在你身边,只有自己要去面对着一些。。。。这时候,我好想好想让自己慢一点长大
因为我想回到那天真无知的时候,我不想去面对这些,但是,人总是要面对这些
好消息是,我没哭!
只是脸色有点难看。。。。。呜呜~


glitter-graphics.com
接着要去学校拿我的unconditional letter 为了要给我的屋主看,这样才能组那个屋子!就跑去学校为了弄这个!当我问他们可不可以发e-mail给我,她说不可以! 叫我时间到了自己过去拿!天啊。。。。。。。。
她又对我说不!今天第二次被人拒绝。。。。你说下,我的心情可以好到那里去??????
真想就这样把所以的东西丢掉!丢掉!丢掉! 不想再去理他了。。。
感觉好失落,我就向没有灵魂的躯壳一样,摇摇晃晃的走到巴士站~因为还有去买食物
到了巴士站,我的表情当然是很失落啦。。。。。。结果一个妇女突然走到我面前,对我笑说,i am from poland. blablabla~~~ 不懂她说什么! 然后最后说,this is a gift for you! 我就接过了她递给我的2本小小的书。当我看那书的时候,我看到了Jehovah ~ 心想,主是不是看到了失落的我,来安慰我来了!
我没看那本书,但我知道this is a gift from God, he come to me when i need him! how amazing is him? 心里的到了些些的安慰。。。。。。可是,脑子里还是不停的转,转,转~


想着考试快到了,可是还有一题还没解出答案来,该怎么办呢?心里着急,可是无能为力,很无奈~
想着这几天都在家里,这一年的生活好颓废,我到底做了些什么?真想就这么死了算了!
都不知道活着还有什么意义!当我想到这里的时候,我看到了一个老婆婆上巴士来。。。。。她的脸很特别,因为她没有鼻子,看到旁边的女生在窃窃私语,应该在背后说她吧。。。。。突然有很深的感触,如果我是她,要接受别人异样的眼观,在背后的窃窃私语,就连现在没有残缺的我,只是外形,我都觉得很不好受了,更何况是她!
我打从心里尊敬她!不久,我又看到了一个一拐一拐走着的中年男子!虽然坡着脚,可是他还是努力的走着,没有放弃!我就连好好的脚都懒得走! 要和别人比较,真的差太多。。。。。。。

这些是我今天所看到的事,领悟的事。。。
希望你们可也可以被他们所激励你们的斗志! 加油~


别人那么努力的活着,我也要努力的活着!
也许是生活太舒服才会想有的没的!
希望大家也要努力的生活~