Hurricane in Newcastle ???

Sorry for didn't updating my blog for such a thousand years, because i was really busy
with my current life, and most of my time was spending in the library!
So i don't have any further time to blog!

However, i will try my best to make it!
There are too much thing to say, 1stly.... i will tell u what i am doing currently
i just hand in a report today but when i reach Uni, i just found that i forgot to bring
my transparent pocket! Dam......i was trying to ask the office for one or i can pay for it, but they say no! u should bring one for it = ="""" Then i walk back to home and bring one again, while the crazy wind nearly blow me away, don't LAUGH!!! u can imaging how heavy am i, but still i cant stand stable when the winds blow~~~
I think it's quite dangerous for walking in this weather, as anything can be blow down and knock on u! so, i hope everyone can stay inside the house for safety! lols

Well, then about my studies.... i had just finish my second exam and one presentation, as i had mention i had hand in a report today. Then gonna start my second presentation which need to present on Tuesday! i hope its flow smoothly if they doing like what we do during our rehesal!!! Actually i am quite mad with my group members, cause they are all depends on me!!! i was like, i am not a group leader or what, why u guys always like this arrrrrr
When we have a meeting, they dont even do any print out for the requirement or the questions, i was like, what the hell are u coming to UNI? this is ur responsibility to do ur work, Even a print out of paper, u cant manage to do it? Am i expect u to read the question and tell me what are the question want us to DO? NO!!!
Everytime, i am the one who read it, who telling u, who asking u to do, to work
to seperate the works!!!

Then i chatting with one of my group member which is a vietnamese, he told me that,
because u can speak both languages, mandrin and english, so every need u to translate! and u r like the group leader now! i was LIKE....what are am i suppose to say? LoL...................Deng~ i am still the one who need to take this responsibility on me! thats why i am busy like hell, cause i need to understand everything and to tell them what to do and need to arrange everything to ask them to work, need to send thousand of text to inform them what to do!

I feel so frustrated when i am doing all this yet i still fail my assignment!
Dam it..........I am feel so bad sometime when i am alone! but i am really confidence, i mean like, i have really try my best to get everything done! Really...... i will work harder on my next coming assignments and so on.....

Oops, too long for this, cause i want to say this for so long.........well, come to the next matter of mine, when i wanna book a ticket to go home, daddy suddenly ask me to just book a one way ticket. He ask me to stay in malaysia if i can't progress my 3rd year and ask me to repeat my course in KL, he gonna find something to let me do in KL as well. For real, i feel really please for what he is doing!Because when he show me a disappointed face, this is worst ever i feel, i wish he could just scold me and blame me rather than showing me that way, but i feel so please because he didn't do so, yet he finally can understand what i am thinking about after i sending them an email, i feel its so worth to do that! to let them understand my feeling and situation. Yet daddy have think about my future and had a plan for me. Although i feel that my life was being planning for him but i feel blessed with that! i love u so much dad and mum!

Okay, come to the 4th problems, i am gonna attend a ball room which my friend ask me to go together, actually i dont feel like going because of the amount of the ticket! It's cost me 35 pounds, yet i still need a dress and a heel cause i have none of them! Also time! cause need time for shopping and attend the ball, and my presentation and report are so near, but still i have agree because my friend say she is so pity to going alone, she want us to have fun together! i was like...oh~ okay larrrr!!! may be just once a time with u gals~ Then we shop for so long yesterday in metro center, i was really tired T.T

well, heres the end, cause i am going to start my presentation now = ="
busy life.......can't wait for the vacation to Sheffield
i gonna make it a perfect time in there~ lols

意思意思～

想不到很好的題目，這個好不？
最近忙着考試，考好了，每個人都問著同樣的問題，額～考得怎麼樣？
我其實不知道該怎麼回答，因為題目，字，都有讀到，又看到，都認識，
但是，說真的，我不會回答，我不能確定我的答案是對的。。。。所以，我有點鬱悶
唉～～～～一半我也在煩惱要不要搬家！過後，還是算了～
也許可以把省下來的錢，花在別的地方！呵呵。。。。

不知道為什麼，今天頭好痛！
也許，下午的時候，肚子很餓，然後吃了一碗很辣的拉麵，胃有點不適應，開始痛啊痛啊
然後就一直拉肚子了～～～～～～～～～唉
好可憐啊。。。。怎麼會這樣呢？拉了肚子後，頭就好痛好痛～
接下來還有presentation 和 assignment，我只希望我不要再寫錯就好了
因為，我有一定的把握，如果我沒有寫錯的話！加油吧。。。。

最近常常和Diana在一起，還有，我有事沒事也會找Elin
我喜歡和他們在一起～因為有很多話聊啊
我也喜歡和別人聊天啊。。。。。。。。她們讓我感覺好很多
至少我想聊天時，有人可以和我聊天！
最近看到Sharon的照片，害我一直流口水啊～好想吃哦
希望Easter 快點來哦～一起去吃喝玩樂～ 期待

不知要說什麼了。。。。希望可以得到爸媽的諒解 ==“

痊癒中

在別人眼中
也許你很光鮮亮麗，很堅強，很舒服，很聰明
但是，背後呢？你看得見的又有哪些？
我一直說服自己說，我要堅強
其實，自己心裡還有很多關卡，都還沒過
有些雖然過了，但是很容易就又被侵略了

這樣不斷的說服，不斷的侵略
很快的，已經沒有什麼可以說服的理由
人總是懦弱的
很快的，精力都被用光了
找不到任何的動力再去說服自己
好想就這樣放手
但是，這就是人生
感嘆，人生要學的東西到底有多少？
一輩子都學不完的東西

去追求嗎？有那個毅力嗎？
我承認！我沒有
難道要繼續這樣荒廢嗎？我問我自己
我不想，真的不想
但是，往往起身後，又重複著同樣的事情
再繼續的問，繼續的不想，繼續的起身，繼續著同樣的事
到底，到底，到底
要這樣到什麼時候？
我要挑戰我的極限！

我豁出去了！！！

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今天的生活

11點多起身了～

答應了室友今天出去買東西，所以準備好後就出門去了

到了麥當勞，好多人呀，所以去了burger king, 好久沒吃快餐了

點了一個套餐，結果吃著薯條，喝著可樂 聊著天，就這樣，我抱了

吃不下了。。。。可樂沒喝完，薯條也沒吃完，不像我！

朋友說，剛起身所以沒什麼胃口，我說哦～打包著我的漢堡就走了！

買了茄子，今晚要煮chicken curry 去 bible study

答應了安娜去他那裡煮，所以我很趕

到家後，跑去洗了澡就快快提好東西出門了

哇。。。累斃了，腳已經很酸了咯

但是還得繼續走～

煮好了後，我們就先拿了一點來吃了

我沒煮太辣，因為我不吃辣啊，但是安娜太厲害了

她吃得狠辣 = =“ 我不想菊花朵朵開

真好吃的說，我很樂在其中，因為煮東西本來就是我的強項

吃不停啊，其實是不想停下，太好吃了

哈哈哈。。。這就是為什麼Sharon 和我在一起都會變肥

應該很幸福才會變肥厚

有好吃的！

很期待我們去旅行的日期

所以，我要努力做功課

這樣就可以無憂無慮的旅行啦～

其實，我在考慮要不要回去，好煩啊

拜託你諒解我，但是，我又好想回家

唉。。。鬱悶！

我到底該怎麼做呀？

感謝主，一直陪著我

和我同在

唯有主是可以信靠的～

這幾天

1 March 2011 HuiMing and Leo Lee 的兒子出生了～

5 March 2011 Lindy and Larry 結婚了～

好像 3 月好多喜事呀！

本來我沒打算去的，但是shirly就叫我去去去，所以我去了

呵呵。。。蠻開心的說，但是，我睡著了，因為太久了

不過，我倒是吃得很開心！哈哈哈

最近，心情也麻麻地，沒什麼特別的感覺

很想開始專心讀書了，但是，總是有很多借口

懶得，懶得，懶得

我不可以再這樣下去了，身邊很多人鼓勵著我，答應著幫我禱告

我很感謝。。。。

時間真的過得很快，我要好好充分的利用這些時間～

希望大家可以加油加油！

每當，我想和你多聊天的時候，我不知道該說些什麼

你感覺很急促，我不知道你在忙什麼，你總是說，還有什麼要說的嗎？

這句話，總是把我問得啞口無聲，說實話，我不知道該怎麼回答你

我只能說，嗯～沒有。。。。。就這樣，我們掛斷了！

有時候，我打給你時，你沒空，你打給我時候，我又要去上課了等～

太多的不巧合，我們好像生疏了！

我們不再鏈接上次的話或者故事，因為我們彼此錯過了太多

也許，等到我們見面時，才能把事情說完

我知道，有些事，我是不認同的，所以你也因此有所保留

但是，無論如何，我還是會聽你說，然後給你意見，如果你願意聽

其實，我想告訴你的不止這些，只是不知從哪裡開始

感覺，我和媽咪也是這樣，互相尷尬着～

所以，我決定了，等我回去，我一定找機會好好和她聊聊

加油吧。。。大家都在前進著，我也不能停下來！

加油

現在的我，回來了

謝謝關心我，擔心我的人～

我會好好過的。。。。。

最近不知怎麼的，7點多就愛睡了，我也不逼我自己忍住，因為就算忍住了

也不能專心做好我的事，倒不如先去睡覺，等睡飽了再來加油！

目前的情況是這樣咯

拜一上了一整天的課，有點累了

我知道，我現在的情況不是最糟糕的

也許就像老大說的，只要我信！神會給我機會從新再來的

所以，我會加油！加油！

今天和maggie聊了一下，才發現，原來她也和我有同樣的感受

是我一直以來不知道的，但是我現在明白了

我希望她也可以堅強起來～

也許，這是我們必經的路程

也感覺到，她長大了，很是欣慰～

哈哈

最後，也不忘了我們的約定

說著，我們會在見面，等大家都畢業了的相聚

想著都覺得好幸福

所以，我相信大家都在努力著

我也不會放棄，就算是10%我也不會放棄的

我會加油！！！

加油！