Dam idiot Sharon....

See my topics?
I am just totally speechless with you~
And yet i don't feel wanna to argue with you!
Well.......
What i want to say is i do really have STRESS okay!
I have lots pressure as well!!!
Don't always criticised on my hardwork and yet you think you the only one
who feel stress......

Sometimes, when i really feel stress, when i hope to find someone to cry to,
when i don't know how to express my stress and i will never tell you
as you know your style......Will you have stress?
Just a short sentence you make the environment Cool~

I do feel headache as well and until when you can edit your `proud`?
I just bear with it as we are family so i accepted.
I do feel weak but i really is there still someone can i talk to
or i just can press it inside myself...
I Doubt nobody can understand what is my stress!!
When feel stress doesn't mean that you need to show or tell that you are
stress, just you own can feel it....
For everyone is the same i guess!
But i do feel relief when Si yieng chat with me just now~
I feel better now but still headache!

Sigh........i really don't know how to say
i feel stressful! Like carry a big stone on me or its worry?
I have no Idea~

After Hibernating!!!

After hibernating i am awaken now!!! lols......
actually i don't know how many times when i am trying to write it
and i am just blank?!?!? and i am lazy may be write it next time
until now,its after 2 months? gosh.....

Yet i really have lot things to share!!!
Okay, i am trying to share somethings that inside my heart that
i still don't have chance to share with anybody!
Yesterday when i am singing during worship suddenly, my ex appear in my mind
and i feel very sad my tears nearly rolling down!
Immediately, i changed my focus on the people who was leading us
just then my tears was spin in my eyepit.
It was just a stranged memories for me and also very familiar instead.

Now, i don't know what i am writing and i am wondering
is this what i am going to express? Can u understand what i am talking about
Dear me....... i have lost!
Although i am lost in here but i have make some goals for myself!!!
1st - i want to have a boyfriend that can spend his whole life together with me.
And i want to really make sure that he can just then i will have a bf! haha
2nd - i want have good time management and started concern on my assignment
and studies now!!!
3rd - i am trying my best to be a disciple !!!
4th - i want to find out the balancing in my life!!!

Please pray for me!!!
I must do it! this is compulsory for me !
Gambateh!!!

Love............................................