Hmmm.....finally, i am back to home now! My second home which is in Newcastle!
hahaha...Well, have been to Paris last few days! really exhauted, nearly forget the feelings of traveling, and its come back again! walk, walk, walk and walkkkkkkkk
my gosh~~~~ Wat mean by traveling actually? TRAVEL, Enjoy! Relax! have fun! play! delicious foods! nice views! but why my travel is full with walking and walking!
i really hate that sometime!
Well, here start my long stories in Paris. I bet this really will be a very long stories if u wish to stay? LOL......
Going on to the plane, i was chit-chating with Racheal for a moment then i started fall asleep. And i had sleep for quite long i guess, cause when i wake up, its announced started to landing! LOL.... well, this is good for me! i hate shaking when on the plane, so i rather sleep for the whole journey!
Then, after reach there, we started to walk! the airport is very big and far to reach to the train station! we like walking for half an hour after reaching the train station (RER) then we bought our ticket for 39.9 euro for 4 days! and its an unlimited pass......Then we follow the map and find our hostel.
Their train station and metro is really well developed. Most of them were travel around by metro as it is really convenient. You can reach everywhere by metro just need to suit in the station only! I am staying in ducks 3 hostel, its really a stupid choice to stay in the hostel! as it was a bagpack hostel so there are quite lots of people who stay there. We need to share a dorm with right peoples, this make me think about NS! gosh.....its really horrible! how can i make this decision. Traveling , a comfortable bed! a good environment! a better quality of staying place! its just totally difference.....The bathroom and toilets is shared and can only stand one people inside! Well, i try to adopt to the living style there.
There was really noisy as its a bar outside and they used to drink until midnight!
Anyways, its really horrible for me in the first day!
After that, we bath and going out to find some food for dinner!
Also meet one of the friend there. Its chinese food... but had pay for 20+ euro = ="
Dont know they put wat gold inside need so exp!
Then, we go to a lots of place, effiel tower, Lv, Chanel, Gucci, Celine stores
I am planing to buy an LV purse and it cost me 400 euro
But at the end, i choose not to buy it! cause the amount is really big for me
and i don feel wanna spend like that on the purse, unless i earn the money myself and i willing to spend my own money on it! But my friend bought a lot! really feel itchy la and nearly bought and she keep on pushing me to buy it if not i will regret but i am thinking if i buy it may be i will regret 1st! = ="
Well.........but still i spend a lots in the Disney Walt Store! lols
but just bought for S,P and AB! and i have nothing for myself
cause dont know wat to buy! I still leave lots money i think and i am trying to spend it again! haha........but i still dont know wat to buy for myself
so i bought some clothes for mum and S, as the sales girl said that is quite fashionable in Paris and you know that Paris is always fashionable!
So i decided to bought some clothes in the shop
Then, say bye bye to Paris
Cause i wanna go home to sleep and eat! and i am not feeling well now
get FlU........ really stupid trip!
cause not drink enough water and nose keep bleeding
need more rest now and drink more water! hope i can recover soon!
Rest now
try to upload some pic when u got it!
^^
Saturday 30 May 2009
Tuesday 26 May 2009
Flying to Paris...
I am flying to Paris tomorrow..... haha
actually i am not that fancy of flying to Paris due to some reason,
make me feel a bit desperate! However, i am a bit nervous? excited? worry?
i don't know what my feeling now, just feel so worry i think
cause i just realise that French don't speak English.....ooh gosh
i hope my journey will be fine although i don't speak French!
And you know what, i just feel Scared, and i never know that how brave i have make
this decision to travel alone with one of my friend? oh my....
may be its a bit late to think about this! But this is my first time to travel alone
to a difference country and languages. Actually a bit nervous now.
I thought i can settle everything when i am there! i hope so....
However, i am really nervous now! Have finished pack my luggage but still worry that is there any important things need to bring together.....or i am just too kampung?
As my friend just throw some shirt into the luggage only = ="
Well......
Will be back after 4 days! hope everything will be fine and i pray that God will always be with me so i don't feel afraid at all! Thank you Lord!
Really hope that i would have a really fun trip!
I am quite excited cause wanna back home soon......
tatar........watching series now~
To be continue after i back from Paris ^-^
actually i am not that fancy of flying to Paris due to some reason,
make me feel a bit desperate! However, i am a bit nervous? excited? worry?
i don't know what my feeling now, just feel so worry i think
cause i just realise that French don't speak English.....ooh gosh
i hope my journey will be fine although i don't speak French!
And you know what, i just feel Scared, and i never know that how brave i have make
this decision to travel alone with one of my friend? oh my....
may be its a bit late to think about this! But this is my first time to travel alone
to a difference country and languages. Actually a bit nervous now.
I thought i can settle everything when i am there! i hope so....
However, i am really nervous now! Have finished pack my luggage but still worry that is there any important things need to bring together.....or i am just too kampung?
As my friend just throw some shirt into the luggage only = ="
Well......
Will be back after 4 days! hope everything will be fine and i pray that God will always be with me so i don't feel afraid at all! Thank you Lord!
Really hope that i would have a really fun trip!
I am quite excited cause wanna back home soon......
tatar........watching series now~
To be continue after i back from Paris ^-^
Friday 22 May 2009
The day after my exams!
Today seems like very long for me! As i have nothing to do after my exams and assignment!!! Suddenly, i feel the day was so long....
When i got assignment and exams, i always feel that 24 hours is not enough for me
and i need more time in a day!!! i don't know why i always panic about that
Even, i think that sleeping is wasting time and why human need to sleep???
LOL? am i look funny or crazy of my work??? i think i gonna mad when i am in my work!
Well, after hand in my assignment and finish my exams~
I do nothing at home, lolsss~ I wash some of my clothing and continue to watch series!
My god, can u imaging that i watch a 30 episode of series in 3 days??? How pro am i!
U need to salute to me, as i break my record! hahaha.....
After that, i cooked some mee hung and dung hung....anyways, its really taste nice~
After bath, we going to fellowship~
Today topic is about appreciating, affirming, abundant and forgot what was the last one, grateful or something else.......
Anyways, this make me recall back my childhood. Although my childhood is quite happy compare to others but still my parent hurt me when i was young.
Even i can't give up at that time and always try to think negatively!
And i dont know why they want to treat me like that. I think they are so cruel to treat me like that! However, i dont know, i feel kinda mess after this topic!
And i dont know wat should i do and wat should i say!
Although i have let it go, i have forgive but i feel nothing in my heart!
Like, its gone very far from me...My parents? Are they still beside me?
Did they ever think about how do i feel and wat do i care......
I don't know! However, i still love my dad, and mum! what i remember was how dad always love me, how he support me when i was down. How he treat me when i get beat! But mom........ i know how she love me as always let me eat something nice and she dont even eat it cause she want to give to us......
Suddenly, i think i need to have a good chat with them
i want to let them to know what i am thinking but not hide it inside my heart!
God, please give me strength to do so! i hope i can do it when i was back
God, please let me step out the first step!
i dont wanna miss the time! God please Lead me
tell me how to do....to appreciate and say thank you to them
face to face and say i love them!
Really hope that i can do that
hope that i am not the little girl who always being worried by parent
cause i am an adult now!
Feel so mess in my heart but dont know how to express it
may be wanna have some foods so i will feel happy!
X.X
When i got assignment and exams, i always feel that 24 hours is not enough for me
and i need more time in a day!!! i don't know why i always panic about that
Even, i think that sleeping is wasting time and why human need to sleep???
LOL? am i look funny or crazy of my work??? i think i gonna mad when i am in my work!
Well, after hand in my assignment and finish my exams~
I do nothing at home, lolsss~ I wash some of my clothing and continue to watch series!
My god, can u imaging that i watch a 30 episode of series in 3 days??? How pro am i!
U need to salute to me, as i break my record! hahaha.....
After that, i cooked some mee hung and dung hung....anyways, its really taste nice~
After bath, we going to fellowship~
Today topic is about appreciating, affirming, abundant and forgot what was the last one, grateful or something else.......
Anyways, this make me recall back my childhood. Although my childhood is quite happy compare to others but still my parent hurt me when i was young.
Even i can't give up at that time and always try to think negatively!
And i dont know why they want to treat me like that. I think they are so cruel to treat me like that! However, i dont know, i feel kinda mess after this topic!
And i dont know wat should i do and wat should i say!
Although i have let it go, i have forgive but i feel nothing in my heart!
Like, its gone very far from me...My parents? Are they still beside me?
Did they ever think about how do i feel and wat do i care......
I don't know! However, i still love my dad, and mum! what i remember was how dad always love me, how he support me when i was down. How he treat me when i get beat! But mom........ i know how she love me as always let me eat something nice and she dont even eat it cause she want to give to us......
Suddenly, i think i need to have a good chat with them
i want to let them to know what i am thinking but not hide it inside my heart!
God, please give me strength to do so! i hope i can do it when i was back
God, please let me step out the first step!
i dont wanna miss the time! God please Lead me
tell me how to do....to appreciate and say thank you to them
face to face and say i love them!
Really hope that i can do that
hope that i am not the little girl who always being worried by parent
cause i am an adult now!
Feel so mess in my heart but dont know how to express it
may be wanna have some foods so i will feel happy!
X.X
Tuesday 19 May 2009
BAD Day
Today, just finish my second paper!!!
I was awake at 4 something and i have a stupid dream!
I guess i miss mummy already,thats why always make me dream about that
Sigh......
After wake up, i quickly read my notes as i sleep very early nowadays!
i dont know why....feel really sleepy and tired!
dont know its tired of body or mental @_@
Anyways, i just do my revision until 7 and sharon wake up,
so i cooked some mee with bek ting yok which leave yesterday
yummy yummy....but i feel so full cause of the soup
and i dont like lor...feel wan vomit cause a bit sticky sticky already = ="
Then, i went to library to print some notes as this is open book exam
so i can bring some notes and book inside! Well...
the paper is terrible....i tot i can do it with my notes! but i cant
Dam horrible....there is 100% totally and i just do the 3 question!
oh my...cause we use Excel to do it actually, due to the lack of computers,
we need to write it ourself! wAlao, who know how to write ah, BRIAN PARKER never
teach us how to write and count the fomular!!! We use EXCEL okay
i think its really unfair to ask us to do like this!!!
I feel so despair of myself! I think i gonna fail in this subject!
YEt i also din't finish my question as i don have enough time to do it!
And i feel very uncomfortable and keep on farting LOL?
Well....actually not farting is sounds from stomach i guess
cause i am very hungry and i for exam without lunch! gosh......
When i am waiting for the bus, i feel so upset, why why
I nearly cry that time but i call sharon and talk to her
Luckily she give me a warm warm encourage, but i feel a bit weird....lol
Cause she will scold me at other time then i hang up and sit on the bus
Although i feel wanna cry but i keep on telling myself not to cry
cause i know its useless for crying!
Wanna do really good for the next exam
i hope i can do it well
i hope i can answer the question !!!
Dear Lord, please help me
please stay besides me to let me feel calm!
no foods again =x
Hungry!
I was awake at 4 something and i have a stupid dream!
I guess i miss mummy already,thats why always make me dream about that
Sigh......
After wake up, i quickly read my notes as i sleep very early nowadays!
i dont know why....feel really sleepy and tired!
dont know its tired of body or mental @_@
Anyways, i just do my revision until 7 and sharon wake up,
so i cooked some mee with bek ting yok which leave yesterday
yummy yummy....but i feel so full cause of the soup
and i dont like lor...feel wan vomit cause a bit sticky sticky already = ="
Then, i went to library to print some notes as this is open book exam
so i can bring some notes and book inside! Well...
the paper is terrible....i tot i can do it with my notes! but i cant
Dam horrible....there is 100% totally and i just do the 3 question!
oh my...cause we use Excel to do it actually, due to the lack of computers,
we need to write it ourself! wAlao, who know how to write ah, BRIAN PARKER never
teach us how to write and count the fomular!!! We use EXCEL okay
i think its really unfair to ask us to do like this!!!
I feel so despair of myself! I think i gonna fail in this subject!
YEt i also din't finish my question as i don have enough time to do it!
And i feel very uncomfortable and keep on farting LOL?
Well....actually not farting is sounds from stomach i guess
cause i am very hungry and i for exam without lunch! gosh......
When i am waiting for the bus, i feel so upset, why why
I nearly cry that time but i call sharon and talk to her
Luckily she give me a warm warm encourage, but i feel a bit weird....lol
Cause she will scold me at other time then i hang up and sit on the bus
Although i feel wanna cry but i keep on telling myself not to cry
cause i know its useless for crying!
Wanna do really good for the next exam
i hope i can do it well
i hope i can answer the question !!!
Dear Lord, please help me
please stay besides me to let me feel calm!
no foods again =x
Hungry!
Monday 18 May 2009
Wow???
Eh kian lor.......
seems like i had miss a lots of things with you guys
Also, i don't think there is anyone still reading my blogs?
HAHA...well, i don't know! This few days really busy busy and busy
Enjoyed Pauline's birthday which fill with lots of foods? haha
Well, i didn't get any pictures, but if u want to see the pictures, may be you can link to Sharon or Pauline's blogs, so you can see from there.
Have dinner on 16th May with friends, but i really don't like!!!
I hate people `dong shou dong jiao` to me! DAM
i am not ur who dont simply touch me or puts ur hand on me
TAKE AWAY UR PIG's hand.......i really hate that! i just feel very negative feelings after that and i dont know why!
May be just hate boys do that to me!!! feel uncomfortable.....
By the way! i love to eat `Zhang yu shao` really nice morrrrrrrrr
But had waste my time for revision! = ="
Then,i can only do my revision on the next day after pizza hut!
Pizza hut really cant satisfied my stomach la......i miss kfc now
LOL.....Last night doing my international business environment revision until 3
and go to bed,wake up at half pass 5 and go to bath!
Then doing my revision again until 6.50, then i quickly tidy up and went out to
wait for the bus! Its really windy....i am very nervous and worry cause i dont know
my exam room! LOL? funny right? and my exam start at half pass nine!
I keep praying for God that i can find my room and doing good in my exam
meanwhile, i still reading the notes that i had prepared last night
After found my exam room, i feel really sleepy and tired!
I tried to make myself awake!
Luckily, i had finished my 1st paper!
Tomorrow i had my 2nd paper, and i have no idea wat stupid things is that
SOLVING business problems my goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh
dont know wat to do now.......BLANK!!!!
LOL...si carter so stupid le him
always kidding but never go through his brain
i am so mind sometime but still i can only laugh = ="
so malu!!!
i also dont know wat i am writing now
stress,stress,stress
noisy dam!
wanna go back home now! wat stupid library! so noisy! its queit erea eh????
DAM it! shut up la!
END~
seems like i had miss a lots of things with you guys
Also, i don't think there is anyone still reading my blogs?
HAHA...well, i don't know! This few days really busy busy and busy
Enjoyed Pauline's birthday which fill with lots of foods? haha
Well, i didn't get any pictures, but if u want to see the pictures, may be you can link to Sharon or Pauline's blogs, so you can see from there.
Have dinner on 16th May with friends, but i really don't like!!!
I hate people `dong shou dong jiao` to me! DAM
i am not ur who dont simply touch me or puts ur hand on me
TAKE AWAY UR PIG's hand.......i really hate that! i just feel very negative feelings after that and i dont know why!
May be just hate boys do that to me!!! feel uncomfortable.....
By the way! i love to eat `Zhang yu shao` really nice morrrrrrrrr
But had waste my time for revision! = ="
Then,i can only do my revision on the next day after pizza hut!
Pizza hut really cant satisfied my stomach la......i miss kfc now
LOL.....Last night doing my international business environment revision until 3
and go to bed,wake up at half pass 5 and go to bath!
Then doing my revision again until 6.50, then i quickly tidy up and went out to
wait for the bus! Its really windy....i am very nervous and worry cause i dont know
my exam room! LOL? funny right? and my exam start at half pass nine!
I keep praying for God that i can find my room and doing good in my exam
meanwhile, i still reading the notes that i had prepared last night
After found my exam room, i feel really sleepy and tired!
I tried to make myself awake!
Luckily, i had finished my 1st paper!
Tomorrow i had my 2nd paper, and i have no idea wat stupid things is that
SOLVING business problems my goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh
dont know wat to do now.......BLANK!!!!
LOL...si carter so stupid le him
always kidding but never go through his brain
i am so mind sometime but still i can only laugh = ="
so malu!!!
i also dont know wat i am writing now
stress,stress,stress
noisy dam!
wanna go back home now! wat stupid library! so noisy! its queit erea eh????
DAM it! shut up la!
END~
Thursday 14 May 2009
The Last Day?!?!
Hurray!!!!!!!!
It's the last day for my assignment already!!!
Feel kinda relax after finished it but not totally!
As fighting with my assignment for few days
really exhausted now, due to lack of sleep, cause always been awake
in the morning and prepared to rushing my assignment again
wondering, when can i stop this kind of life?
If i continue my life like this i will fancy of sleeping
haha.......dont feel wanna wake up after that!
Well....i can't relax now
after hand in my assignment tomorrow,
i need to prepared for my exam already
as my exam have start next week! oh my god~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
dont know how to explain my feelings now
just a brief, short, fast bloggy to update
its 4.18 am now
sleepy actually but brain is worrying my assignment
.........
B
Y
E
It's the last day for my assignment already!!!
Feel kinda relax after finished it but not totally!
As fighting with my assignment for few days
really exhausted now, due to lack of sleep, cause always been awake
in the morning and prepared to rushing my assignment again
wondering, when can i stop this kind of life?
If i continue my life like this i will fancy of sleeping
haha.......dont feel wanna wake up after that!
Well....i can't relax now
after hand in my assignment tomorrow,
i need to prepared for my exam already
as my exam have start next week! oh my god~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
dont know how to explain my feelings now
just a brief, short, fast bloggy to update
its 4.18 am now
sleepy actually but brain is worrying my assignment
.........
B
Y
E
Saturday 9 May 2009
I am not in emotion.......
Well....Today is kinda fine
and mummy is here for 3rd days.....actually just 2 days
All i want to say is, we are really not a family! LOL?
I don't know why someone always get jealous so easily?
Cause she is still young? still immature? still waT?
Well, i accepted the reason! cause i know....She is just immature
and under protecting always as she always want someone to be with her
I tot i can really love her like my sister, but its totally hard
but still i love her........
Why do ppl always complaining about others and never look at themselves?
Is this just usual in our life? No......
if i am going to complain someone i will think about whether if i am
in that way or wat!!! I won't blaming something simply okay!
Why u always want to debate so much when ppl complaining about u?
At the end u also don't want to admit... And again debate turn up
LOL......i trying to be patient trying to dont say so much
trying to shut my mouth up, trying to follow ur style as i love you like my sis
As i love u as a family in this house
i learn to let go.......
i learn to be patient, learn to forgive, learn to say nevermind!
I am just trying so hard to do so, and praying for god that
please let go my feelings!
And why why why everytime you like to make ur own decision without
asking others? LOL......
may be this is just ur style and can never be changed!
Well.....at the end? i am still trying to accept?
or else.....wat can i do, i don feel wanna see someone
crying and come and talk to me or wanna ask for attention
Anyways......JUST LET IT GO~
Lord,dear lord please forgive me
forgive my selfishness!
Thanks lord!
and mummy is here for 3rd days.....actually just 2 days
All i want to say is, we are really not a family! LOL?
I don't know why someone always get jealous so easily?
Cause she is still young? still immature? still waT?
Well, i accepted the reason! cause i know....She is just immature
and under protecting always as she always want someone to be with her
I tot i can really love her like my sister, but its totally hard
but still i love her........
Why do ppl always complaining about others and never look at themselves?
Is this just usual in our life? No......
if i am going to complain someone i will think about whether if i am
in that way or wat!!! I won't blaming something simply okay!
Why u always want to debate so much when ppl complaining about u?
At the end u also don't want to admit... And again debate turn up
LOL......i trying to be patient trying to dont say so much
trying to shut my mouth up, trying to follow ur style as i love you like my sis
As i love u as a family in this house
i learn to let go.......
i learn to be patient, learn to forgive, learn to say nevermind!
I am just trying so hard to do so, and praying for god that
please let go my feelings!
And why why why everytime you like to make ur own decision without
asking others? LOL......
may be this is just ur style and can never be changed!
Well.....at the end? i am still trying to accept?
or else.....wat can i do, i don feel wanna see someone
crying and come and talk to me or wanna ask for attention
Anyways......JUST LET IT GO~
Lord,dear lord please forgive me
forgive my selfishness!
Thanks lord!
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