连接，上一篇！我❤

哈哈。。。。知道为什么我写了上一篇的（我❤） 吗？

( ⊙ o ⊙ )啊！

其实啊，是有背后的故事存在的~

因为，刚刚啊。。。我大姨妈来，结果肚子痛得要死了！

我就想喝热热的汤，结果，我的housemate说要吃辛拉面~

你们应该知道是什么吧~就是那个辣辣的啦。。。吃了会喷火的

对于我来说，是很辣啦，因为我不会吃辣，也不喜欢~

然后我就决定吃那个了咯

结果叻，她就向我要了一包，我说好啊~你自己去拿吧

然后叻，她告诉我，没有辛拉面了，全部都是Seafood面

突然，想起，我好像把我的辛拉面都给Sharon了哦。。。

所以，我没得吃了！

就因为她说，她那里的面很贵呀

害我还担心她没得吃，而且，她又懒得煮的人，如果没有面吃

不是很可怜？要饿肚子哦~

所以，出于怜悯的心情，我就把我所有的面给她了~

这就是为什么啊，那篇文章背后的故事

突然想到的~哈哈

(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

我❤

突然想说~

以前，总说你思想成熟。

因为每次有一样的玩具，食物，你都让我

反而，我是那个什么都不肯让的姐姐

所以，感觉。。。你像我姐姐，多过像我妹妹

其实，我还蛮喜欢这种感觉的~ 嘻 ❤

就这样，时间流逝

不知道过了多久，开始~

那个自认妹妹的长大了

就好像才一个晚上

她变了，变得不再要妹妹让她

变得甚至可以把所有的东西都让给妹妹

而妹妹却迟迟不想长大了

也许之前长得太快，觉得累了

现在，只想做回妹妹了。。。。

一个人生活，真的很自由

自由得，快忘了空虚时，该如何填满

难过时，想怎么办

累了时，可以躲在什么地方

生气时，要怎么发泄

其实，情绪只是暂时的

这一秒的空虚，不快乐，伤心

只不过需要一个人来安慰，聊一聊，一个鼓励

就没事了~

所以，记得要常常鼓励身边的人

也许，你就是那个让她从新再站起来的人！

不要吝啬哟

珊，随笔~

Today....hehe

Today was freezing, i was walking to Uni, and i took like 10 mins to walk there! haha

Cause i was not in hurry actually, but i walk very fast to prevent late, but i nearly fall down

because the road was slipper ...........well~ Luckily i didn't fall down

just like ice skating, hahaha~ The road is really slippy i forced to walk so slow~

Well, i am very late to sleep last night!

I don't feel in mood...because, he told me he miss me, but i don't feel that he does

I really care about it, i don't know why!

Seriously, i don't like him nor love him but i got a good impression?

Shall i say that?

Since 1st time i meeting him, he gave me a very strong impression

although it's not a very good impression, still~ a funny one probably =)

Anyways, i started to notice about him after that,

but i am really disappointed with him, cause he just like never care~

At 1st, i dont really care, cause i tot it's just none of my business

Slowly, i can't control to go to his profile and looks what his updated,

gosh~ no doubt, i look interested in him?

well, it's not a pass yet, in considering actually, but he seems didn't give any

chance to draw this closer........ And i have no patient for waiting !

I wanted to ask, why u treated me in this way! WHY

but, i know i have no right to do so, cause i mean nothing to him am I?

Or probably for him yes, but in my situation, it's NONE

I really get depress in this situation.

I slept a lots but i still feel very tired, and my aunty visit me today

well, i guess, its because of this matter, i get not enough sleep no matter how long i slept!

i get not enough full no matter how much i ate! i get unmotivated although i know there are

lots work waiting for me! i get very emotional because of period~

This is normal huh, for every girls

Trying to cope with it............now i just wanna relax myself

tomorrow need to start my work already!

2 more months to go with all my assignment, hope i can do it well~

Thanks there still bunches of my dear and lovely friends who listen to me~

Thanks Shirly who gave me a positive motivation, which always remind myself to be confident

and shouting to myself i am the best! haha

Thanks Sharon for acc me in msn~

Thanks Annie who chat with me when i can feel how warm is my heart!

When there someone still care =) thanks love

Thank Erica my housemate, who always make me wanna kill her but she is too cute to let me do so!!! and thanks for listening to me always n always! haha

Thanks Ceci who the understanding one! whatever,however, i feel, she understood!

appreciate much!

Love u all~

I pray that, if there is a chance between us, i wish to know him more

rather than keep thinking alone about it myself.......

Else, i am thinking too much!

Talk lata~ have a nice day everyone!

感动

好久没有更新了~

今天想用华语，因为有好多事情，我想一次说完

想一次来表达完！

上个礼拜去了Sheffield, 和Sharon一起度过了几天

不知为什么，想去她那里，感觉好像有个家

说实在的，这几天好想家~家里的小瓜，爸爸妈妈~还有朋友

有股冲动，好想回家~也许是Sharon一直提醒我，说家啊家啊~

可是，我不可以让自己有一点点这种念头，我很努力的压抑着自己的情绪

因为，我不可以！我不想让我的心控制我自己，因为我们要懂得自己去控制自己的心

也许，是我太过理智。。。很多事，我都想了很多很多才做

Sharon,

对不起，我接受不到你的想法~我只是不希望看到你受伤，或者是我想太多

我应该放手让你自己做决定！我知道我没什么立场去说些什么，但是作为你的姐姐

我只是想提醒你，保护你~ 现在才了解爸妈的苦心！

也谢谢你认同我的说法，我知道你自己也想了很多吧

所以，我也不多说什么了~因为你已经长大了！真的，不要再活在自己的遗憾里

你的中学生活，你的17岁的离开。。。。。。。你没过完的生活

昨天晚上，我真的很迷失

不过很短暂，我哭了~认识我的人都知道，我是爱哭鬼

眼泪就不自觉的一直流，以前可以在她面前说，现在我不能了~

只希望她可以过得比以前快乐！

很多事，我很想，但是我不可以！

也许别人觉得我很奇怪，为什么给自己设定了那么多原则

因为，我觉得~只要我遵守我的原则，我就不会犯太大的错！

不会有无理取闹，会以身作则~

有时觉得好累，有谁可以来帮我守着我的原则

时间过得好快，这一年已经快过完了！

其实懂你的人不多

所以要好好珍惜，这得来不易的懂得~

下篇再续吧。。。

For Sharon

S........Have been read through your blogs

and i am understand ur situation

Also, i know how u feel~

Seriously, i have no right and i can't predict what will happen in future

That's why i don't give you any `strong` support or agree with you in this relation

As we know how he is like!

U got exactly the same feeling like i do

i was so wrong that time, but i hope u won't fall into like what i did

May be it's hard to let you say No or avoiding thinking of him, miss him and blabla

And what he have done was so touch your heart

I didn't say he is no good or both of you can't get together

but when you asking the answer from others,

please open ur ears, ur eyes !

Listen and See

Like sometime, when we ask something from God

He did reply, but we refused to listen

and we always missed the answer and think that, he never give us any asnwer~

I just hope you don't spend too much money on calling, it just useless

this is what i really mad at u, but i don't want to say anything

5 pounds, 10 pounds is still allowable for you to just a quick talk

but whenever you keep on top up, but yet u never realised about it

else, may b u can say...u don't buy a clothes or dont eat to top up

and have u ever think it just the same~

What i mean is the value of spending on it!

Think wisely, if you think it is really worth to do so

and don say love blind, its an excuses

i am here to light up ur candle, and show you the way,

it's just not blind! hope you can see ur way soon~