Prague

Just back from Prague, last night, i am damn tired~
Bet, everyone is tired! due to the maintenance of the railway, our train was delay
and there is only one train from London to Peterborough, oh my gosh~
Everyone run, run, run to the train, if there is no seat, we need to stand for two hours to reach our destination! well, luckily we got our seat, as we also chasing each other, running to the train!

The trip was awesome, Prague got lots history and old building also, Jewish staying at the place before. And it was really an old old old country~ The foods there is cheap!
while some of them still expensive is we convert the money! Yet, it was a tourism country, so the price is much more higher~ As we don't want to keep the Czeh money, so we just spend our money! And we have lots great time, playing games together, hanging around, eating together~ I love it ^^

Love the moment, we chit chat together~ Love the man shared there power as carrying the luggage for the girls, and the caring for the girls! hahahahaha
This is what friends do~ Also, thank God for giving us our happy life and cherish the money which our financial supporter, spending those money for us to have fun and enjoy our life~

I hope we will have one again in future~
Thanks God let us know each others because of you~
Thanks for watching us~i love you guys always =)

4.44 am morning~

Well, this timing, i should be dreaming right now?
But i am still sitting in front of my lappy~
Cause i am not sleeping tonight! I am thinking, may be i can sleep in the train
later on when we are going to Manchester~
Well.......Mostly, friends around me think that i am not an independent person!
I think i am not a not independent person!
Cause, i didn't do most of stuff, as their is someone always do for me 1st
But i can do it as well, if u didn't do it for me~


And i want to get rid of this images, cause i think i am an independent person
I can also live alone by myself! Yet not including earning money!
May be i will someday but not now~
Sometime, i feel i am going back to my times before.
I hate people around me! I don't love them! They make me scared!
As i feel human's heart is horrible, i really don't want to stay in a place like this!You don't understand what they are thinking about, what they will do the next time~ I hate this kind of feelings, and unknown trouble~
It's really scary...........

Well, last few days, i had really fun time with my best sisters~
And i truly believe that will be our last time to have fun together.
Like, what you say, there are no more JPS, i do really care at 1st......
Yet, it still going to let go at the end, when u say about JPS, i feel so happy
But i can see, nobody care anymore about JPS.............
Hope everything will gonna end when i back to Sibu
I feel so tired to face all those people in here.
Sigh..........I feel so bad right now~ Before, i use to be so cool man~
Not until when i got a new life in Christian......sometimes, i do feel really tired
why i cant just said if you like me, then u like, if you hate me just get lost!
I have no idea what am i trying to do or to prove? It's kinda troublesome!
Cause before, i use not to explain too much, saying too much, i am just keep quiet and keep my mouth shut! And now why i am explaining so much, saying so much, and i don't even know do people care? do people listening? LOL~
HATE!!!
I don't beg people who look like me, but please respect your friends!
I don't beg you come near to me! if you don't please go away!
I don't beg you open ur heart to me! If you don't please dont treat me as your friends!
Thats all~
Now Get Lost!