Updated with some of my pictures ^-^

Hehe.........heres my pictures,
very long didn't update my blog due to my laziness lols....
Also, having busy day? or i dont know~ as long as i din't come to blog so long
Feel like to update with some of my pics, aha~ here you go
Going back to Uk very soon...gonna miss da time in sibu!!!







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boring x.x

Good Bye Emotion....

Teehee.............
Good bye Emotion ?!?!? = ="
That's mean i am gonna say byebye to emotion!
Cause i am and don't want to be like others~As always thinking that i am
such an emotion! Well, i wanna throw my emotion away!
I don't wanna be emotion! Well, may be u can say it hard!

However, i can tell you! Emotion, is not always follow you but you yourself
is always find emotion so make you feel so emotion, got wat i mean?
LOL....i think its all about your mind, your thinking! Thats why feel emotion...
Aha... i do feel emotion as well, very often? sometimes? always? i don't really remember, as long as...i am quit!

Doesn't mean that i will never feel emotion or upset in coming times
but i do try to get away from those emotion staff, make myself happy but not because of others or something that can bother me or mess up my mind
i just wanna get rid from that, see........I am happy now!
Yoohoo~ Pull myself out from the tricky, suffering, tough! cause i dont wanna to
have it and be with it!!!

Soon.......very soon, i need to be really really get into this social!
Get into this world.......
i still need to face a lots of difference people, difference attitude, difference personality and so on...... i don't think i can handle this well!
But i would love to try......
may be there is a smile on face, but who knows what was behind them?
I heard a pastor said, human is the most dangerous animals in this world,
Cause we never know what people thinking whoever beside us? Will he/she be loyal to you? Never never guess about that, cause this may pull u down!

Even dog can be good friend with human, dog can be loyal to human.
thats why, sometimes human rather talk to a dog compare to the human!
May be not dog, a cat? a hamster? a rabbit? ...........

=)
MAke your brain roll!
Start thinking now, start recall now!
What, why, where, when........
mind is start working now~

Everything is just go through your mind....
and things will changed difference !!!

Day after day~

Have been suffering with the sunburn since come back from KK......
I got really serious sunburn x.x After reach sibu, i go to clinic directly,
and the doctor said it's quite serious, like being pour by the hot water! LOL
i don't know i want to laugh or cry when i heard that!
All in all, i got the medicine and then dad fetch us home.

I can't even sleep well with the sunburn cause its really pain.
What i want to say the KK trip is really awesome! I am great to have this trip during
my summer holidays~
Well, i really miss those moment while in KK......The relationship was peace
everyone is happy going on! we have fun and jokes with each other without worrying
whether she/he is hurting or not? or i can say.....we just say whatever we want~
Also, this is quite bad to make decision as everyone is so cincai! LOL
Cause this is what a nice personality called AS! well......thats why i really love
i really really love to spend time with them, really love to have fun with them
Yet, we won't have any quarreling between us! thats why i am satisfied with this journey.... But, what i want to say is, i feel guilty or paiseh to make others can't
sleep well at night because of my horrible snores =x...
See, i am really mind about this actually but i also dare to admit, as we are friends

After back from KK, i feel time passing really fast, one more month to go, i am going
back to newcastle again....Last few days, while chatting with Shirley, she said i
am a choosy person on friends? Woaw...i just realised! yeap, i admit i am! LOL
Cc.....thank you to being my friends~ i really love to have you to be my friends!

Feel something is going far apart from me..i don't know why!
I don't mind actually, i don't care~ but i am making a decision!
I just want to know this is hate or love? or may be i just can be somebody or nobody
Then i don't care , i don't want to care so much! Ur life is ur business while mine
is my business, start from now~
I don't wanna to bother about you anymore...... really =)
cause u just show me that you are nothing for me! what you say are all craps...
i wunt want to try so hard to bear with u, i dont want to hide again!
You are still immature .......This is what i want to say~ well

Times go, day come...everything seems like change and change~
But personality or character will always be there x.x
a tricky mission tot sob sob....

Mapling @_@
lols
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miss korean foods and chicken ass lol~

Lonely World.......

Lonely World which deep inside my heart....
Feel a bit upset now, when thinking the problems that happen before
When i know S, is not that happy...i know she is still very upset
Sometimes, i really don't understand! Why those who like you and you dont like
while those who you like don't like you!!!

What happen to this world............my gosh
Why Why Why, just give me a blank world, a empty room
i don't wanna to think about it, i just wanna make my brain rest!
I just wanna stay clam...... I just wanna be silent!

Am i the one who always make mistake?
Ive no idea, i have no way to go
i feel really down, feel suffering, feel hard to breath, feel that something heavy was pressing my heart! Make my heart stop bumping ???
If life is so easy, if human is so easy, if relationship is so easy, if everything is so easy then that's not life anymore?

`Do you miss me` ? Don't know been when i have never heard of this anymore
nearly forget what does this mean.......
but just now someone ask me to miss him.......and i have no feeling on it
cause i don't really bother! Please get me someone that i wan to bother
please find me someone that i want to talk to, Please find me someone that i am interesting with !!!

OTHERs .....................
Feel like kicking myself out of this life
this hurt~ this feelings~

but it always make u pain in the bottom of ur heart~

Lost my way.......

Really, feel so lost.....
Feel so lost of myself, everyday morning go to shop and go back home at half pass five
Then what next? no any entertainment can make me feel happy...
i just feel so lost~

Sharon is sad, i can understand how sad was her...but what to do?
I myself dont even can handle this!
I have no idea what should i do........

I feel like shopping and eating to spend my time!
I feel so bad.....
i feel my life is meaningless, without spiritual
feel like my soul is floating away.....while my body is still doing the same things
Go to work and then back from work

Gosh....i dont know until when i can stop this kind of life
Just now ah c just mention that i got 50+ days left .......
WOW? i feel like missing Sibu so so so much, i feel like missing my family soo much
i feel like dont want to leave this situation, i feel like don get away that fast

YES, if i can adjust the time! But i CANT!!!
Why, i always want to have a better boy friend which is qualified for me
It is my requirement is too high? i don't think so, or may be yes
but i believe i will meet my Mr Right one day.....

Nearly forget what is the feeling in LoVe...
what i got only family and friends...

Feel a bit headache now....... of my life
why human is so weak? why we cant defend sometimes?
We always need a male to be with us...as the pastor said, female must depend on male.
Sometimes, its right but sometimes, i don really agree with it
As, now a day.... Women become strong and stronger !

I am still waiting.........

For P
Happy for u as u said u are in love?
Hope u happy as well....and open ur eyes big big and see clearly!
Bless... Muaksss~


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Tanahmas and Shopping

Huhuhu.........
Quite late to go out today and then being scold by Sharon zzzz
Well, but still finished and happy ending ^^

Today have dinner @ Tanahmas....... With P and S
I order a chicken chop and some chips~It's quite yummy but i am just overload!
TOO Full....... haha
P, order a plate of omellete with fried rice while S, have a piece of cheese cake!
Both are all yummy yummy x.x satisfied with the foods tonight yeah?
Well, also.......i never forget to take a picture of it to share with my buddies
hahaha.......here u go~



The food is delicious and after that we went for shopping @ Parkson, due to the lack of time~ We just had a quick shop actually or not really? LOL
I have no idea, cause i am the one who bought a lots! I am now brankruptcy @_@
Totally Broke now...... Gosh~ I hope the clothes look better
as S said its quite nice, so i just bought it without thinking!
I tot i am abit careless??? well...

hope i get a good feedback after i wear it!

Do u bealieve in True love? just now, someone ask me don be silly to wait for the
true love! lol? No comment =x

F.U.N ?!?!?

Yoohuuuu~
Yesterday, Eiyen said, do u wanna go eat diang miang ngu tomorrow?
I am still thinking and didn't replied him yet and he is offline~
Then i was just so so.........
While, in the morning, Sharon is shouting ` WEI~~~~~~~~~~~~ we are going to eat diang miang ngu! I said Ha???????? Did we plan to do that before? Well...i just knew it without anyone informed me...yet i didn't get mad actually then i said okay! let's go

And i really don't understand why will get mad when i donno anything? erm..... or i mean i am the last person who knew this plan? aHahhhh~
Well, may be i am just less one wire in my brain? i don't know
Then, after that i have a hair cut with Sharon at V-Hair~
Well, so far i feel hopeless with my hair then i don't wanna make any comment on it!
HAHA, doesn't mean i don't like the barber who cut my hair or i don't like my hair style, just because i really hate that my curly hair!!!
Gosh, i really can't bear with it! Why when they perm my hair and it's look just
wonderful, just awesome, its very straight and very nice looking
While, when i perm it, and it just a mess!!! Just like rubbish!

That's why i am fade up with it! And i feel hopeless of it!!!
What i want to do is REBONDING!!! YES! i want it to be straight!!!
Quite mad with my messy hair @_@ like a bunches of grass.....

In the aftenoon, i am staying at home with my little brother and sister
They are totally an EVIL!!! annoying to stay together with them and make me
high blood pressure as get mad with them! LOL...
But i fall asleep while watching the Tv and lay on the sofa, and i just sleep directly, the funny part was~ When Sharon is back and she is looking at me
I tot which plum gal is this standing in front of me and looking at me
Then after 3 second I just get awaken, oh...this is Sharon! hahaha
Cause she had cut her hair until shoulder length, then it's a bit difficult for me
to accept her as i just wake up from nap! LOL~

Night, P said let's go shopping together~ Then we had pizza as our dinner
and we spend quite lots time at pizza hut @_@
Then, just walk around at Parkson, its not really much changed actually
and as usual, didn't meet any friends that i recognised or i want to know
Cause i really don't care much about those friends as they do so as well
haha~
Well....it's time to bed now~ as we got the last quite time or bible study tomorrow
with our lovely Carter brother
gonna miss him much as he is back to Newcastle soon!!!
keke

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