If you notice, i have change my bloggy add to another name.....
Cause i just want to have some changes but not the same one always and always！
I keep on remember it's Monday already, cause everyone was at home yesterday so, i tot its Sunday. By the way......I have been watching Korean Drama whole day long. Its just so nice!!!
For true, i just go S and P blog then come to mine. I started guessing P's secret again, as what had written in her blogs. I bet it's about house or something or may b i am wrong. Anyways, forget about it. I was thinking, there are always difficulties living with peoples. Even those who are christian, they still have this problems. Doesn't mean Christian is perfect as Jesus or God cause we are human. However,we are human not an excuses !!! Cause as i said, want to live like Jesus, living out the spirit of him!
I am really not a perfect person. I love in cooking foods, playing online games, watching drama, nothing more than that. My brain is kind of mess now. I got a weird feelings. I know everything will change! It's really gonna be true. I can't make it stay, cause times moving, things changed. I feel worry about it, but i know after that, when i look back it just all about thinking too much! I feel horrible when stay with her alone. I feel like started the conversation but ur expression always make me mute myself. So i rather keep silent and hide myself inside my room. My bad, i don't know how to start a conversation with others, this is really bad. I feel so worry, when there is only me and you. I don't know how to face it, cause seems like we had bee keep quiet for quite a long time.
I hope God listen my pray as well, i hope he can arrange a good house for me!
Hope that he can give me strength to go through all the challenge.
Thursday, 4 February 2010
Sunday, 31 January 2010
My Birthday~
Aha.....My birthday, what a interesting topic right??? hee hee~ It's my 22 Birthday, seems like nothing special for me =x unless my dreams come true! I know it's hard.......but i will wait! It's has been so long i didn't thinking out of my mind, i didn't talk properly with someone deep into heart, cause i am just like block with the world outside. I know i shouldn't be like that, but it's hard to control sometime.
It's time for me to tidy up myself and preparing for the war! THE WAR is STARTED !!! lolls............as you know, the exam is drawing nearer, the feeling is killing me deeply. I hope i can get rid of this feelings, due to the unsuccessful last year, i feel really no confidence of myself. Here is my experience, first, i feel just so so go into the exam hall and sit for the exam is not a big deal, i can just simply answer the question with my answers, books, notes which i had prepared for the exam as it is a opened book exam and i got 40% JUST 40% chance then i can pass it, its easy right? yet i can find the answer from my books,notes or some general knowledge for business. Unfortunately, the result is pulling me down, i got fail for only got 20%, oh my....half of the chance. May be i can say i just go for the exam like betting??? Well.......However, forget about the first time, when i am back to hometown, i got the second chance to sit for my resit exam again!
Hurrayyy.......there is a second chance for me, i should handle it well and pass it! I must, i told myself with some unsure feeling from the bottom of my heart. Everyday, family asked, hows ur preparation for ur exam? whats ur percentages of passing ur exam? `No Worries! I am sure i will pass it! `I replied. Cause i think i got a tutor,a very comforting study place, a happy environment, a confidence build me up during i prepared for my exam! I just realised, i have learn nothing and don't know anything for the first time exam... I started to figure out myself, started to work it on the computer myself, i try hard to find out the answer without anyone helping! then the teacher said, she don't know all about my module, i didn't say it clearly! What the heck ~ the last week u told me like this? how i gonna find a new teacher for myself? so i gonna work it myself, luckily my dearest friend cc give me a hand at the hardest time. I am full of confidence although i feel embarrassing of failed ....I want to pass it to prove that i can make it for my family, and its an open booked exam, i am sure i can do it! Plus i have learn a loads when i try it myself, i understand how to do it, its just a piece of cake! Well, i am overflow confidence of myself i guess, the result is depress me again!!!
AGAIN!!! AGAIN!!! When i heard my result, i stunk, i feel like cried out of my heart, i feel like shouting like hell, i feel like closed myself into darkest place which i can't even see my fingers and cried why this is so unfair to me, why everyone pass but me not! Why i know how to answer it from the paper but i don't know how to answer in the exam hall!!! LOADs of why popping out from my mind..... I am walking home like zombie, i feel my soul is floating out from my body, i feel my brain keep turning 360` none stop........thinking what i am going to do next! what's the consequence when i do it, what should i say to not disappointing my parents? What i am gonna take next???? ...........I am kind of lost in somewhere. Fortunately, i think of God, i ask him why do let me fail again this time? immediately, i feel its like something happened, he is telling me everyone got difficulties in life, life isn't that smooth, and this is the challenge, God arrange this to me. He wants me to learn......I learn! i know there is some kind of mission that God want me to do....i am a bit afraid of the coming exam....Really! i hope my preparation is enough for me to face the exam! i am so nervous, i scared to know the result...Sigh
Well, it's really a long stories...I am talking about my birthday actually = =""" Hmmm......
Come back to my birthday, cause i know every year someone will celebrating birthday for me.I appreciated it a loads... Also, i know there will be a cake, definatel， a dinner of course, may be some presents? and its the end of my birthday! Sometime, i can understand why Shirly is afraid that her birthday is coming, and she asked everyone don't to celebrate for her~ haha........It's feel like after the big day past, its a empty shelf back to normal life, nothing special is adding into life but only ages is increasing. Saying that, you must face the fact, you are one year older than before!!! hahahaha...... and last, what i want to say is, have read Sharon's blogs, which is my beloved sister, although everyone don't believe we born from a same parents! OKAyyy??? She is my LOVES sister forever... Ur prayed which you added for me seems like all ur wished but not me = =" This is what you always expect me to have, although it's true for me... hahaha~ Now , i wanna make my own~ which is,
1, I hope grow better in faith to God, continued serving him as my only God.
2, All of us past our exams and get into the higher level of education! (see, you guys are in my wishes) i gonna lost one wish...... haha
3, We all have good health and families......
4, I want to continue transformed into a better christian or human being... hehe
5, i know moving out staying alone is a fact, i had accept it, and i want to increase my confidence level, independence level, pretty level, slimmer level, knowledge level and more~
I want to study not because of study! i want to study because i love to......I want to build up stronger aspiration, so my dreams may come true!
It's time for me to tidy up myself and preparing for the war! THE WAR is STARTED !!! lolls............as you know, the exam is drawing nearer, the feeling is killing me deeply. I hope i can get rid of this feelings, due to the unsuccessful last year, i feel really no confidence of myself. Here is my experience, first, i feel just so so go into the exam hall and sit for the exam is not a big deal, i can just simply answer the question with my answers, books, notes which i had prepared for the exam as it is a opened book exam and i got 40% JUST 40% chance then i can pass it, its easy right? yet i can find the answer from my books,notes or some general knowledge for business. Unfortunately, the result is pulling me down, i got fail for only got 20%, oh my....half of the chance. May be i can say i just go for the exam like betting??? Well.......However, forget about the first time, when i am back to hometown, i got the second chance to sit for my resit exam again!
Hurrayyy.......there is a second chance for me, i should handle it well and pass it! I must, i told myself with some unsure feeling from the bottom of my heart. Everyday, family asked, hows ur preparation for ur exam? whats ur percentages of passing ur exam? `No Worries! I am sure i will pass it! `I replied. Cause i think i got a tutor,a very comforting study place, a happy environment, a confidence build me up during i prepared for my exam! I just realised, i have learn nothing and don't know anything for the first time exam... I started to figure out myself, started to work it on the computer myself, i try hard to find out the answer without anyone helping! then the teacher said, she don't know all about my module, i didn't say it clearly! What the heck ~ the last week u told me like this? how i gonna find a new teacher for myself? so i gonna work it myself, luckily my dearest friend cc give me a hand at the hardest time. I am full of confidence although i feel embarrassing of failed ....I want to pass it to prove that i can make it for my family, and its an open booked exam, i am sure i can do it! Plus i have learn a loads when i try it myself, i understand how to do it, its just a piece of cake! Well, i am overflow confidence of myself i guess, the result is depress me again!!!
AGAIN!!! AGAIN!!! When i heard my result, i stunk, i feel like cried out of my heart, i feel like shouting like hell, i feel like closed myself into darkest place which i can't even see my fingers and cried why this is so unfair to me, why everyone pass but me not! Why i know how to answer it from the paper but i don't know how to answer in the exam hall!!! LOADs of why popping out from my mind..... I am walking home like zombie, i feel my soul is floating out from my body, i feel my brain keep turning 360` none stop........thinking what i am going to do next! what's the consequence when i do it, what should i say to not disappointing my parents? What i am gonna take next???? ...........I am kind of lost in somewhere. Fortunately, i think of God, i ask him why do let me fail again this time? immediately, i feel its like something happened, he is telling me everyone got difficulties in life, life isn't that smooth, and this is the challenge, God arrange this to me. He wants me to learn......I learn! i know there is some kind of mission that God want me to do....i am a bit afraid of the coming exam....Really! i hope my preparation is enough for me to face the exam! i am so nervous, i scared to know the result...Sigh
Well, it's really a long stories...I am talking about my birthday actually = =""" Hmmm......
Come back to my birthday, cause i know every year someone will celebrating birthday for me.I appreciated it a loads... Also, i know there will be a cake, definatel， a dinner of course, may be some presents? and its the end of my birthday! Sometime, i can understand why Shirly is afraid that her birthday is coming, and she asked everyone don't to celebrate for her~ haha........It's feel like after the big day past, its a empty shelf back to normal life, nothing special is adding into life but only ages is increasing. Saying that, you must face the fact, you are one year older than before!!! hahahaha...... and last, what i want to say is, have read Sharon's blogs, which is my beloved sister, although everyone don't believe we born from a same parents! OKAyyy??? She is my LOVES sister forever... Ur prayed which you added for me seems like all ur wished but not me = =" This is what you always expect me to have, although it's true for me... hahaha~ Now , i wanna make my own~ which is,
1, I hope grow better in faith to God, continued serving him as my only God.
2, All of us past our exams and get into the higher level of education! (see, you guys are in my wishes) i gonna lost one wish...... haha
3, We all have good health and families......
4, I want to continue transformed into a better christian or human being... hehe
5, i know moving out staying alone is a fact, i had accept it, and i want to increase my confidence level, independence level, pretty level, slimmer level, knowledge level and more~
I want to study not because of study! i want to study because i love to......I want to build up stronger aspiration, so my dreams may come true!
Thursday, 21 January 2010
Again, January
How many January do i have already? 22's Jan !!! LoL........
Since i been born, this is my twelve January. It's 2010 already~ Time flies right? I told before......haha~ Well, as what oldies always said, i ate salt more than the rice you ate! This sentence is just so meaningful to me, don't you think so?
In this time, i learn a loads. How to bear with the situation, how to grow mature, how to tolerance, how to face the challenge, how to take risk in life....... As everyone grow in a certain level of age, our mind, thinking changed as well, this is just so true for me, cause i had experience it. I think i am growing in difference ways. As i further my study in UK, i learn a loads.
I admitted i am a soft hearted person. I always don't let go...I always got my own rules for myself even for others. I think there is no one allowed to break my rules which had been set up by me! However, this is so not true. Before, my mind just can't accept that! Cause i think this is just my rules, but once u grow, once, u accept, things just go different! Like, i always said, everyone got difference mind set, thinking, that's why when we look at some same problems but we got difference result of it. I choose to stay in Newcastle, cause i love this place, this is the reason that i just found last few days, although i had been staying here for about 3 years. I missed those good times when all of my friends was here. Now i can feel the feelings of one of my friend which from China, she told me before, friendship is just so realistic in here. We are friends now, but after u graduated, everyone fly back to have their own life. And they never contact with each other after that. What if the person who is more than a friend to u??? Like, families, sisters ? I feel so upset when i am thinking to break away with each others.
No matter what, i am continued to stay in Newcastle, cause i love here, love the lives here.
I had been struggle with my life last few days, i feel so lonely as there is nobody i can shared my feelings, may be i do shared, but i think not enough! haha.........Well, finally i got my brain turn around! Cause whoever, i shared, i got the same answer, same respond from them! so, i accepted! Sometimes, i just need to learn how to let go........u will feel relax after u let it go, although life is hard, but we still need to live happily~
Well, i have make up my mind, the conclusion always in my heart. have nothing to write now, tired! lols~
Missed my friends so much!
Lastly, i am looking for a flatmate or a room........any suggestion???
Hehe~
Since i been born, this is my twelve January. It's 2010 already~ Time flies right? I told before......haha~ Well, as what oldies always said, i ate salt more than the rice you ate! This sentence is just so meaningful to me, don't you think so?
In this time, i learn a loads. How to bear with the situation, how to grow mature, how to tolerance, how to face the challenge, how to take risk in life....... As everyone grow in a certain level of age, our mind, thinking changed as well, this is just so true for me, cause i had experience it. I think i am growing in difference ways. As i further my study in UK, i learn a loads.
I admitted i am a soft hearted person. I always don't let go...I always got my own rules for myself even for others. I think there is no one allowed to break my rules which had been set up by me! However, this is so not true. Before, my mind just can't accept that! Cause i think this is just my rules, but once u grow, once, u accept, things just go different! Like, i always said, everyone got difference mind set, thinking, that's why when we look at some same problems but we got difference result of it. I choose to stay in Newcastle, cause i love this place, this is the reason that i just found last few days, although i had been staying here for about 3 years. I missed those good times when all of my friends was here. Now i can feel the feelings of one of my friend which from China, she told me before, friendship is just so realistic in here. We are friends now, but after u graduated, everyone fly back to have their own life. And they never contact with each other after that. What if the person who is more than a friend to u??? Like, families, sisters ? I feel so upset when i am thinking to break away with each others.
No matter what, i am continued to stay in Newcastle, cause i love here, love the lives here.
I had been struggle with my life last few days, i feel so lonely as there is nobody i can shared my feelings, may be i do shared, but i think not enough! haha.........Well, finally i got my brain turn around! Cause whoever, i shared, i got the same answer, same respond from them! so, i accepted! Sometimes, i just need to learn how to let go........u will feel relax after u let it go, although life is hard, but we still need to live happily~
Well, i have make up my mind, the conclusion always in my heart. have nothing to write now, tired! lols~
Missed my friends so much!
Lastly, i am looking for a flatmate or a room........any suggestion???
Hehe~
Monday, 30 November 2009
Gosh, It's December already....
Time flies without your noticing, everyone change when you are not realised!
I nearly forgot what does Love mean! The Love is love between couples, between boys and girls. Cause it fade away in my heart..... Before, how strongly i desire for a love for not feeling lonely and being love or care? but now not anymore... why? i am heartless? may be you can say that, but not totally!
The love, that couldn't fill by the love from families, friends, strangers, even GOD. Or i am wrong? i have no idea. Why do i feel emptiness in my heart? they will told me, try to find something to do? try to do some study? try to read the bible? No.....I just don't want to do anything beside feeling emptiness. cause i end up doing nothing at the end! and nobody can understand how do i feel!
Today having my IT class...the bloody lamp is crash! or my stupid lecturer have adjust the wrong button, the lamp keep on on and off itself! And my eyes like keep on blinking in light n dark, light n dark! What the hell, this environment n situation make me headache and dizzy.......How much i hope i could run away from the class! The lecturer keep on scolding the lamp but doing nothing! He said: oh, bloody hell get of from this room! = =" doesn't make sense? He ask the lamp go out from the room but i think he is the one who need to go out from the room!!!
Finally, when finish the class, i using the computer outside the room also, waiting for P and the next class. Then P said, S ask us to buy some vege due to end of stock! hahaha.....then P said, my face was red, and i feel not very well as well = ="
then, we going to Morrison for some vege and go back home for rest!
Gosh, rainy day today its shivering cold........
After having dinner, it was delicious!!! haha~ the stupid line is so slow again
its always so slow during 7 to 10 or 12! don't know wat happen with it = ="
stupid Line..............
Arha......going to Leeds and York this coming Saturday! woohoo~
I m Loving It!!! ^_^
Happy happy happy.......finally, can go travel =P
I nearly forgot what does Love mean! The Love is love between couples, between boys and girls. Cause it fade away in my heart..... Before, how strongly i desire for a love for not feeling lonely and being love or care? but now not anymore... why? i am heartless? may be you can say that, but not totally!
The love, that couldn't fill by the love from families, friends, strangers, even GOD. Or i am wrong? i have no idea. Why do i feel emptiness in my heart? they will told me, try to find something to do? try to do some study? try to read the bible? No.....I just don't want to do anything beside feeling emptiness. cause i end up doing nothing at the end! and nobody can understand how do i feel!
Today having my IT class...the bloody lamp is crash! or my stupid lecturer have adjust the wrong button, the lamp keep on on and off itself! And my eyes like keep on blinking in light n dark, light n dark! What the hell, this environment n situation make me headache and dizzy.......How much i hope i could run away from the class! The lecturer keep on scolding the lamp but doing nothing! He said: oh, bloody hell get of from this room! = =" doesn't make sense? He ask the lamp go out from the room but i think he is the one who need to go out from the room!!!
Finally, when finish the class, i using the computer outside the room also, waiting for P and the next class. Then P said, S ask us to buy some vege due to end of stock! hahaha.....then P said, my face was red, and i feel not very well as well = ="
then, we going to Morrison for some vege and go back home for rest!
Gosh, rainy day today its shivering cold........
After having dinner, it was delicious!!! haha~ the stupid line is so slow again
its always so slow during 7 to 10 or 12! don't know wat happen with it = ="
stupid Line..............
Arha......going to Leeds and York this coming Saturday! woohoo~
I m Loving It!!! ^_^
Happy happy happy.......finally, can go travel =P
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
Sharon's curry
Wake up in furious due to Sharon `Si beh` Smelly hair lotion or what the bloody hell is that i have no IDEA!!! I WAS In FURIOUS cause been force to wake up when i smell that make me can't breath!!! For those who know me well know that i got some sensitive problem or allergy with my nose!
YES, I use to SNORE when i was sleep! so don't ask me are you snoring? or what
i hate when ppl say that behind ME! I AM JUST SNORED SO WHAT??? if u feel i am disturbing can't you just cut ur ears? or need a ear plug? I DON't CARE~
WELL...............that stupid idiot smell really make me breathless and i sleep at 5.++ something last night thats why i feel so furious when i wake up!!!
FEEl like BANG the door and Throw her things out from my ROOM!!! BLOODY SMELL......
i hate that!!! cause everytime when i smell those smell, its make me breathless and make me feel hot inside my body when i breath like when i am in SICK!!!
If i smell the smoke from cigarette got the same affect!! thats why i "HATE the smell!
Well, after that, i continue my sleep and hiding myself inside my duvet! to prevent
the smelly smell not come into my duvet x.x
Then she went out to school, when i was awake again, its 4 something x.x
I am really starving MAN.........didn't take any foods during this time!
but i a waiting for sharon's curry cause she said she gonna cook curry for us! LOL
Well.........The curry taste nice actually, i love chicken! haha
Surprisingly found out the `bread skin` donno what it's called when i make it hot, the taste js like roti canai!!! COOl.........i love it i love it~~~~
End up with curry for dinner........then blogging now~
Hmm...thinking what we gonna have for tomorrow dinner? hehe
YES, I use to SNORE when i was sleep! so don't ask me are you snoring? or what
i hate when ppl say that behind ME! I AM JUST SNORED SO WHAT??? if u feel i am disturbing can't you just cut ur ears? or need a ear plug? I DON't CARE~
WELL...............that stupid idiot smell really make me breathless and i sleep at 5.++ something last night thats why i feel so furious when i wake up!!!
FEEl like BANG the door and Throw her things out from my ROOM!!! BLOODY SMELL......
i hate that!!! cause everytime when i smell those smell, its make me breathless and make me feel hot inside my body when i breath like when i am in SICK!!!
If i smell the smoke from cigarette got the same affect!! thats why i "HATE the smell!
Well, after that, i continue my sleep and hiding myself inside my duvet! to prevent
the smelly smell not come into my duvet x.x
Then she went out to school, when i was awake again, its 4 something x.x
I am really starving MAN.........didn't take any foods during this time!
but i a waiting for sharon's curry cause she said she gonna cook curry for us! LOL
Well.........The curry taste nice actually, i love chicken! haha
Surprisingly found out the `bread skin` donno what it's called when i make it hot, the taste js like roti canai!!! COOl.........i love it i love it~~~~
End up with curry for dinner........then blogging now~
Hmm...thinking what we gonna have for tomorrow dinner? hehe
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
Improving...
Due to the reminding by S, she said, hey both of u didn't update ur blogs for ages!
In my mind, oh yeah, been ages didn't come into blog cause lazy to blogging! haha
Is this consider as a good excuses? With the happening months, there are so much things happen! Troublesome? happiness? moody? Anger? Ain't all this life is meaningless?
May be you will say in this way, but NAH!!!! Without this, we can't GROW~
Let's recall.......hmmmmmpppppppppp
When i was young............
Now, i found that i have changed a lot!!! May be i don't need someone to judge or
make conclusion for me but I KNOW, I HAVE CHANGED! i am trying my best to change!
Like,what i say, if God create us in Unique why do we need to change? But no......
We can't take this reason as an excuse and kick all the righteousness away, like strike down a boat in mandarin if i have not mistaken!
I change because i want to throw away the bad habit, i want to live more like Jesus.
While God always give me strength and wisdom to guide me! Thanks lord for that
Also, i learn to not bother, not bother so much, so i can let it go~
Before, i use to keep everything in my heart, but i know its not a good way!
Cause i always spread it out for certainly people only, for those who know me well.
yeah, i am always in this way, slowly, i found out i am quite in toward myself.
This is really bad huh? this make me have less friends.
I m trying to improving. trying to learn, as what i set this goal for myself this year. I listen to others quietly and i think wisely with my brain then i make a
conclusion, before, i use to say something brainless? i think i am, talk something
too fast when i am in anger and now i try to control it!
Thanks God who always be with me, always lead me and grow me in my path!
I do appreciated. but one, i still can't manage to follow up is reading the bible.
I will try, really....try to start reading the bible for not going so far away from GOD.
I don't know what i am writing now, if you could understand me then thats good
for those who don't understand i am sorry about that =x
may be i am writing something doesn't make sense but hope it would be a good chance
to share with all my friends ^^
In my mind, oh yeah, been ages didn't come into blog cause lazy to blogging! haha
Is this consider as a good excuses? With the happening months, there are so much things happen! Troublesome? happiness? moody? Anger? Ain't all this life is meaningless?
May be you will say in this way, but NAH!!!! Without this, we can't GROW~
Let's recall.......hmmmmmpppppppppp
When i was young............
Now, i found that i have changed a lot!!! May be i don't need someone to judge or
make conclusion for me but I KNOW, I HAVE CHANGED! i am trying my best to change!
Like,what i say, if God create us in Unique why do we need to change? But no......
We can't take this reason as an excuse and kick all the righteousness away, like strike down a boat in mandarin if i have not mistaken!
I change because i want to throw away the bad habit, i want to live more like Jesus.
While God always give me strength and wisdom to guide me! Thanks lord for that
Also, i learn to not bother, not bother so much, so i can let it go~
Before, i use to keep everything in my heart, but i know its not a good way!
Cause i always spread it out for certainly people only, for those who know me well.
yeah, i am always in this way, slowly, i found out i am quite in toward myself.
This is really bad huh? this make me have less friends.
I m trying to improving. trying to learn, as what i set this goal for myself this year. I listen to others quietly and i think wisely with my brain then i make a
conclusion, before, i use to say something brainless? i think i am, talk something
too fast when i am in anger and now i try to control it!
Thanks God who always be with me, always lead me and grow me in my path!
I do appreciated. but one, i still can't manage to follow up is reading the bible.
I will try, really....try to start reading the bible for not going so far away from GOD.
I don't know what i am writing now, if you could understand me then thats good
for those who don't understand i am sorry about that =x
may be i am writing something doesn't make sense but hope it would be a good chance
to share with all my friends ^^
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
Tiring like a dead fish........
It's long long ago from my last post...
I am not really in mood to typing for last few months, everytime when i try to type
something but always end up with blank!!!
I do feel depress, happy, sad, last few weeks.
And i started miss Sibu's moment... how terrible can you image? Just a month....
OMG!!! NO Way, i gonna stop myself from missing those moment this make me suffer!
Finally, i start my class as well... What i can say, it's boring like hell
Dad was right, this is really my last last chance!!!
I am trying to upgrade myself...really!!! i mean like knowledge? or life?
Anyways... i hope its gonna work!!!
Well.....Today i am really tired and happy tot, cause was cooking 5 dishes alone only by myself!!! Where is P??? actually, she is busy to tidy up the living room, so i force to manage everything by myself! Cool, as last, i have ready with 5 dishes. Hopefully everyone enjoy the foods, chitchating and the stupid games!
Feel like gathering getting boring without bunch of monkeys for examples, Eiyen, Eijing, Ahlung!!! lolsss... U know why? Cause they always get involved in and then end up with dry laugh! hahaha.......It's FUNNY MAN
As long as its funny for me...lalala
Really need to pass my exam! my exam! sigh.....
i feel hopeless with it but i can do nothing beside facing it
i hope can draw nearer to God, and i wanna try to change myself
i really don't care whether i can change u into other mind or not! But as least, i am
trying to change myself!!!
What i can do is js bless and pray for u!
Hope u fine thr............
x.x TIRED
Night....
I am not really in mood to typing for last few months, everytime when i try to type
something but always end up with blank!!!
I do feel depress, happy, sad, last few weeks.
And i started miss Sibu's moment... how terrible can you image? Just a month....
OMG!!! NO Way, i gonna stop myself from missing those moment this make me suffer!
Finally, i start my class as well... What i can say, it's boring like hell
Dad was right, this is really my last last chance!!!
I am trying to upgrade myself...really!!! i mean like knowledge? or life?
Anyways... i hope its gonna work!!!
Well.....Today i am really tired and happy tot, cause was cooking 5 dishes alone only by myself!!! Where is P??? actually, she is busy to tidy up the living room, so i force to manage everything by myself! Cool, as last, i have ready with 5 dishes. Hopefully everyone enjoy the foods, chitchating and the stupid games!
Feel like gathering getting boring without bunch of monkeys for examples, Eiyen, Eijing, Ahlung!!! lolsss... U know why? Cause they always get involved in and then end up with dry laugh! hahaha.......It's FUNNY MAN
As long as its funny for me...lalala
Really need to pass my exam! my exam! sigh.....
i feel hopeless with it but i can do nothing beside facing it
i hope can draw nearer to God, and i wanna try to change myself
i really don't care whether i can change u into other mind or not! But as least, i am
trying to change myself!!!
What i can do is js bless and pray for u!
Hope u fine thr............
x.x TIRED
Night....
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