Dam idiot Sharon....

See my topics?
I am just totally speechless with you~
And yet i don't feel wanna to argue with you!
Well.......
What i want to say is i do really have STRESS okay!
I have lots pressure as well!!!
Don't always criticised on my hardwork and yet you think you the only one
who feel stress......

Sometimes, when i really feel stress, when i hope to find someone to cry to,
when i don't know how to express my stress and i will never tell you
as you know your style......Will you have stress?
Just a short sentence you make the environment Cool~

I do feel headache as well and until when you can edit your `proud`?
I just bear with it as we are family so i accepted.
I do feel weak but i really is there still someone can i talk to
or i just can press it inside myself...
I Doubt nobody can understand what is my stress!!
When feel stress doesn't mean that you need to show or tell that you are
stress, just you own can feel it....
For everyone is the same i guess!
But i do feel relief when Si yieng chat with me just now~
I feel better now but still headache!

Sigh........i really don't know how to say
i feel stressful! Like carry a big stone on me or its worry?
I have no Idea~

After Hibernating!!!

After hibernating i am awaken now!!! lols......
actually i don't know how many times when i am trying to write it
and i am just blank?!?!? and i am lazy may be write it next time
until now,its after 2 months? gosh.....

Yet i really have lot things to share!!!
Okay, i am trying to share somethings that inside my heart that
i still don't have chance to share with anybody!
Yesterday when i am singing during worship suddenly, my ex appear in my mind
and i feel very sad my tears nearly rolling down!
Immediately, i changed my focus on the people who was leading us
just then my tears was spin in my eyepit.
It was just a stranged memories for me and also very familiar instead.

Now, i don't know what i am writing and i am wondering
is this what i am going to express? Can u understand what i am talking about
Dear me....... i have lost!
Although i am lost in here but i have make some goals for myself!!!
1st - i want to have a boyfriend that can spend his whole life together with me.
And i want to really make sure that he can just then i will have a bf! haha
2nd - i want have good time management and started concern on my assignment
and studies now!!!
3rd - i am trying my best to be a disciple !!!
4th - i want to find out the balancing in my life!!!

Please pray for me!!!
I must do it! this is compulsory for me !
Gambateh!!!

Love............................................

Depraved???

Had been so long didn't update my blogs! cause been so depraved during the holidays!
What i can say is....laziness!
Why i named is with depraved cause i really feel i am!
Wake up,surfing on da net, eat,toilets and no more!
my God.....what am i doing during this long holidays? The answer is
Nothing! claps claps...wat a good answer~ Bravo!
lol........i am getting crazy with myself between
I am so surprised that as one of my ex classmate had married already!
Gosh...may because of the pregnancy!
the culture in Sibu getting degenerate...i realised!
sigh~ speechless
Just hope they will have a happy life

well, yesterday chatting with beatrice just found that she got a new boyfriend.
I am happy for her but also sad for myself!
I am sad not because i didn't got boyfirend and she did! i do mention this as someone had just told me this way when i ask them why! gosh
really feel so low minded! i am sad because she is getting far apart from me
Even now she was far away from me but i just feel a bit sad
no matter how i really hope that she got a nice boyfirend!

Umm... praised the lord!
Nowadays, always listen to the songs,its really nice i love it
besides i want to call CC but she never send me a msg as she promised me to
send me a msg! too bad
next week gonna start sch already! hope everything is fine!

Lazy = =" But all in all~

Had been so lazy this few days? or weeks? lol, i don't really remember!!!
Well, didn't update for a very long time! but my life still wonderful! haha~
Cause had went to edinburgh last few days and then go to the Christmas Retreat
with all my church's fellow and also new members!

It was really awesome and amazing, this is what i can say hehe~
I get to know more friends and getting closer to God!
Today is Christmas eve, and we will celebrated our own~ lol ^^
May be will have pasta tonight!

And i don't want to write much cause i don't know what to write...
will upload some pictures when i got it!
hehe~ besides, i got too much things want to share and don't know where to start it
may be will just show it through the pics
so u will know how awesome it was! hahaha

Merry Christmas yah all........

Tagged again........

The rules are:
1. You own a blog where you are going to post this to
2. You currently feel bored
3. You won't skip any question
4. You're Alive
5. You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up
Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:
Now: Going to do my revision.. T_T tomorrow exam~
Currently: Feel like to eat something.. =P
... ... ... ... ... ...

Five things you love about life:

Born in a happy family
Listen to nice musics
Enjoy meeting friends all around
eating delicious foods
have goals in my life
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:

S.H.E
Hei Girls
Jesus
Xiao mei
lollipop boys

... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Movies you love:

I love korean
Hong Kong
Taiwan
Japan
China
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 professions you'd love to have:

Teacher
Singer
Computer
Designer
Business women
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Best Authors:

Omg, its tough question!
No ideas!
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Inspirations:

romantic songs
happy moment
roll back memories
sadness
emotion
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Favourite stuffs:

My laptop!
my snacks
my pens
my books
my clothes
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 things you hate:

I hate liars and betrayed!
hate poor life!
hate suffering!
hate lonely!
hate sadness!
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 favourite places:

sibu, my home,sushi tie,muhibah,place can sing k
newcastle, my room,library, church,morrison, primaks

... ... ... ... ... ...
5 girls/guys you are currently liking:

Cecilia
Beatrice
Ah Hong
Sam
family
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Favourite people to chat with:

Cecilia and beatrice
Sharon as well....
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 things you wana improve more about yourself:

my brain
my studies
my education
my grades
my personality
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Things you would take to a desserted Island:

friends
lots of foods and drinks
lots of snacks
lots of comics especially doraemon!
shampoo, i want to wash my hair =x

... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Things you really want:

Go back to sibu to find my best buddy
go to travel around
try to work and find money
get good grades and graduated!
study hard!
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Songs that make you cry the most:

Sad songs......
SHE , ai wo de zhi ge
Jing sha , wo jie yi
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5 Most fashionable friends according to you:

Erm, Pauline lai
Sharon yap
choco wong
Evelyn poon
racheal goh

... ... ... ... ... ...
5 people you love the most:
Family
Best fren , cc and feifei
jesus
my friends

... ... ... ... ... ...

5 impossible dreams:
become pretty
Have lots of money so i can travel without worry
go back to malaysia during every holidays
become a millioner
become a doctor
... ... ... ... ... ...

5 Dreams in the future:

Graduated in degree
Have my own business
earn money!
find a good bf
travel around
... ... ... ... ... ...

Now send this to 5 people:

Pauline

Singx

Victor

PC

White Days!

Me and Johnny!!! He is so smart that day~ haha
And everyone keep praising on him cause he is the biggest today day =P

Wow......i am staying at home today! Cause i don't have any class for today!
But i need to go to my friend's commencement!
I have well prepared before i step out of my house =P Cause this is important day for him and quite lots of people come to congrats him! I am sure he feel very happy and proud!!! LOL~
By the way, Johnny is really well done! He graduated with his Master in first class~
What a brilliant!!! And its only five person who graduated in first class!
I hope i can do my best in my studies and graduated as well!!!
God Bless....

I have meet up Pauline and Sharon at the Grainger market, cause we are going to buy
a bunches of flowers! and we also bought a Congratulation's card for him ^^Then we meet Johnny at Newcastle University. Also taking some pictures with him ^^
After that, he go to have some beer to celebrate with his friends while we go to Carter's house to prepare the hot pot!!!

Wow....the hot pot is really abundant!!! yummy yummy ^^
I love it so much~ everyone was satisfied and fulled......
Oh yeah, just now i heard that Eugene was asking to prepare the refreshment for the CF, actually i am quite happy with that. Cause i can serve our God ^^
And we plan to make some sandwiches on that day! Hope everyone enjoy it~
Pauline,Jasmine,handsome Johnny and Sharon =P

Our Photographer *Carter* lols....he keep taking the pictures of us
So smart right!oopx...pauline is beside~keke


Lets Cheers.......Johnny ^^

Yummy yummy...hot pot

so so day........

Today is Saturday... and it was so so to me...
so i named it with so so day! lol
So lame = =" last night, i used the warm warm beg to put on my stomach~
i feel so warm and so nice......its make me feel better when i get period pain =)
I have stay at home since last night and i didn't go to fellowship~

While today......i wake up at 9am and searching for Sharon since there are so quiet, i tot they already go out for shopping since they are planing to go shopping yesterday!I saw Sharon still siting inside her room and watching the series. She said its -5 celsius in the morning. However when i check it just -1 celsius. Then i am waiting for my laptop to install and updated somethings of the window. I doing some whitening mask. After 20 mins i wash my face and make a cup of hot chocolate for myself.

Watching movie and surf on the net again~ Today, Pauline and Sharon said want to eat laksa. So i am waiting for the laksa. But i don't really addict by it. Cause i don't like the laksa's mee i just like the laksa's soup! LOL
After that, Pauline ask me to fry the eggs. Then i am frying the eggs and cut it into slices. We have cooked prawns, tau geh, chicken breast, fried eggs, mee hun and the laksa soup! yum yum~

Since i don't like the mee hun, so i change it with rice~ kinda weird? No, its taste good! haha~ i eat a bowl of it.... i am quite full of it!
But still, i am eating the snacks after that! LOL
I like to have snacks when i feel hungry = =" watching movies and having some snacks~ ooow...how enjoy am i!

I LOVE MM chocolates!!!
and this is my snacks.... Walkers Cheese and Onion favour...
i love this chips so much!!! XD