Gosh, It's December already....

Time flies without your noticing, everyone change when you are not realised!

I nearly forgot what does Love mean! The Love is love between couples, between boys and girls. Cause it fade away in my heart..... Before, how strongly i desire for a love for not feeling lonely and being love or care? but now not anymore... why? i am heartless? may be you can say that, but not totally!

The love, that couldn't fill by the love from families, friends, strangers, even GOD. Or i am wrong? i have no idea. Why do i feel emptiness in my heart? they will told me, try to find something to do? try to do some study? try to read the bible? No.....I just don't want to do anything beside feeling emptiness. cause i end up doing nothing at the end! and nobody can understand how do i feel!

Today having my IT class...the bloody lamp is crash! or my stupid lecturer have adjust the wrong button, the lamp keep on on and off itself! And my eyes like keep on blinking in light n dark, light n dark! What the hell, this environment n situation make me headache and dizzy.......How much i hope i could run away from the class! The lecturer keep on scolding the lamp but doing nothing! He said: oh, bloody hell get of from this room! = =" doesn't make sense? He ask the lamp go out from the room but i think he is the one who need to go out from the room!!!

Finally, when finish the class, i using the computer outside the room also, waiting for P and the next class. Then P said, S ask us to buy some vege due to end of stock! hahaha.....then P said, my face was red, and i feel not very well as well = ="
then, we going to Morrison for some vege and go back home for rest!
Gosh, rainy day today its shivering cold........
After having dinner, it was delicious!!! haha~ the stupid line is so slow again
its always so slow during 7 to 10 or 12! don't know wat happen with it = ="
stupid Line..............

Arha......going to Leeds and York this coming Saturday! woohoo~
I m Loving It!!! ^_^
Happy happy happy.......finally, can go travel =P