Relax afternoon

It's has been so long, i didn't sitting down in front of my lappy, listen to the music and quite nor relax down myself to think something or write something inside my blogs.

Cause have been really busy with my life....Gathering, outing, working, blablabla~

I just don't like too much matter that crush into my life and make me busy!

Love listen to my favourite songs and enjoying! keke...........

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What a meaningful summer holidays for me!

There are too much stories, too much fun between me, my families and friends!

As i really don't like being bothering by Love! hahaha...cause i am get use to be single =)

Although sometime still feel like wanted to have a partner so much, but may be still not the time yet! so i am still waiting so patiently .......haha

Well, Sibu is flooding! There are so much traffic jammed !

So i think stay at home is better~ hahaha....Like what i am doing now~

Listening to songs, blogging~

I am going into second year which is really exciting me so much!

Thanks Lord to listen to me also hear my pray! appreciate muchieee...

There so much things happen in this few months, my lappy lost and i got a new lappy

daddy told me that he always fullfill our needs, because he know the feelings when he ask for something, but he couldn't get it!

I am so touch with it.... Thanks daddy for loving us so much, but this will spoiled us as well

I still appreciate much much! Have been so long, i nearly forget the feeling of appreciate!

I only remember to enjoy myself, this is really selfish !!!

Oh yah! feel like getting a dog so much after playing with claire and adik! hahaha

I am searching golden retriever , golden labralador or mini poodle....

but too bad i can't have them now, cause nobody take care of them!

May be when i back from UK la...Sigh =(

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July 2010, Sibu ^^ Home

It's July, one more month, i will be heading back to UK~
Times just flies so soon away with just a clip of eyes. Sometime, i hope it can pass as soon as possible, sometimes, i hope it can just stop at the happy moment.
Time is very important for us, we need time to let our unhappiness pass, to let us forget the past which we don't want to keep it inside our memories, we need time to let go and putting down some problems of us.

The amazing love of God can change our personality, only believe in him and lean on him,
then we can only changed! sometimes, i just keep looking at the picture of my grandparent, i hope they are alive to enjoy the life with us, since they had suffer for so long time when they still alive. However, i know this is impposible..... I am sure God will take really good care for them!
My Love will always blow by the wind and stay with them ....

Friends, i really miss u guys lots.......
Ah c, Yuan, Fei, Shirly T, Evelyn P

I miss those time when we spend together...
I miss Shirly kek sei yan geh words, i miss Evelyn Mature advises, miss Ah c who always listen and chatting, miss yuan carring and listening, miss Fei our childhood, chit chating, LOVES

Thanks for being part of my friends, Thanks for coloring my life with your pictures ^^

Miss yah much

How???

Yesterday have a great chat with B!!! It's bad that she is heading back to KL....

Well, for true, i got only meet her twice for our holidays, i feel so bad about that! May be i have too less time for her, or may be there are some other reason. I have no idea, still~ Thanks God for giving her to me! Thanks God that she is the one who always always listen to me and never forsake me. When i see you, you always remind me that, we laugh together, we smile together, we got tears together and we love each other always and forever =)

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Go out with P last few days and we met Jelly! LoL                                                                                     She turn into such a sweets girl ...haha is this a good new? Well, this is what we always hope so when we were in UK!!! hahaha, i bet her bro and mom or i should say her families and friends should be very surprise about this! Well, have a nice chat with P but we got such a limited time as i need to be `AHMAD` = ="""   But i am sure there will be plenty times for us to share with each other in other time! hehe

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Feel so frustrated and dissappointed for lots things after coming back from UK.......... Have no idea which way to go, lost in desperate. Sometime, i pray , pray so hard to God, that i need him to lead me, may be i have not enough confidental for him! But thanks God, which gave me strenght to listen to my mum and dad, and let me learn from them and also listen to their advise which really benefit and help me a lots! I hope this situation will continue be like this....... As we always must learn for new thingy~ 

At the end, i just hope everything can get better day by day! I hope there is a miracle or else i really hope that i can have success in my last chance! Else, i really really need to think carefully and wisely what should i do for next, where should i go..........However, NOW!!! I really really dont have any time to think about it! Cause i am really busy with my life x.x

Now i can understand the suffering of a housewives which need to work and need to do house work, non-stop !!! It's realy night mare that u can never imaging.......The suffering which u can't just explain with words nor describe with your mouth! Cause when you never try, you never know! Once you experience, then you can understand! LOL

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Just realised IT! It's still not too late right?

Pray hard =) always have a thankful heart !

I still want to change! 

See yeah a round~ For the next blog 

Touched

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Today, i having my period pain = ="

And i asked mummy to let me stay at home, she ask me to call to office ask for

a leave. Well, i do so~ I want to stay at home x.x

There are some trouble really disturbed me now a days!

which i have no idea where i am going to start it!

It's been so long, i didn't write anything at my blogs, but suddenly, i feel so lonely

feel so depress about some matter, suddenly, i think about Sharon.

The girl, who always listen to me and understand me! I miss u so much, i hope i can talk to u

Meanwhile, i can feel the loneliness of you, as mum always remind me that

Sharon is alone outside there, you don't always post some gathering nor happiness photo on facebook hia~~~ LOL

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About my exams, my friendship, my work and my mum = ="""

Sigh............I feel so bad about this all, and there is nobody care

so i need to face it all by myself alone!

May be people may think about you are so enjoy working at daddy's shop

what's difficult about that?

May be your working doesn't treat as working, they think you are playing there

Gosh.......... And mummy arh, can you please dont keep nagging

i know tomorrow is ur birthday, i really really dont want to make you angry!

But ur words, always make me want to say something la..............

And i will always reply you with some words which so mind!!! I feel so bad about it

when i answer u like i dont want to go back to malaysia, cause i know you always want us

to go back to malaysia after we graduated!

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Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ARRRRrgggggghhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHhhhhh

i just want to relax!!! PLEASE lar

let me go for a while! I wanna rest~ I feel so pressure in work, in exmas, in relationship, in families, sometimes i just hope that i dont want to care anymore! But i cant

i cant cant cant cant !!! Who else can understand me! WHO???

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Sigh~

S, i have read through ur blog which about the Malay's christian

This is really remind me something, thanks for the sharing !!!

Love it, also burn the fire of the holy spirit ~

hehehe

Take care urself out there

Miss u!!

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Happy Birthday My Dear PAuline

Dear, Pauline sister

May be it's late to write this but....still hope you enjoy reading it ^^

As i just got enough time to sit down and write something for you

I really enjoy the Berlin trip with you~

But don't be too aggressive when something block your way or someone make you angry

cause when we thinking in another way, it's will getting difference ^^

Still remember we are both so nervous before we are departing from Newcastle to Berlin.

Our hearts like bopping and i guess you the same ^^

As i have told you, i love Travelling with you, Thank you for bear with me x.x

Due to my snoring, i know i make you can't sleep well at night. I want to apologize but i feel so bad,

if you are feeling unhappy, cause whenever you feels, always link to us............

I had read through Sharon's blog and she just saying what i want to said!

hahahaha......................................... I will always miss u gals ^^

Hopefully we will keep in touch always

I just love to share everything with you! And what i want to say is.......

If you don't know what i mean just come and ask me ler......Don't always store it in ur hearts

cause sometimes i don't mean it and i don't want you missunderstanding! Alright?

Love you~

You always got a 24 hours pass to see me! call me! find me! talk to me! kiss me!

hahaha...........This is what i can give u~

Getting mature now.....hope yah continue growing under God's blessing

Thanks and Sorry

Love.

Jasmine

Library Day

Woohoo~

Well, i wake up so late today, and i had a dream! LoLsss.........

And pauline wake me up, cause we are going to meet Joann today in the library x.x

to solve our pre-work out! Finally, it's make sense and have a clue how to do it

Then, we stay until 9p.m in the library moh~

The night still bright like only 6pm or 7pm tot...

Anways, i had print my flight ticket out, oh man~ I am so excited with it!

But got period pain now.... and sleepless night for me again

I scared it will become my bad habit again! So i am planing to make myself tired

so i can sleep once i lay on my bed! hahaha

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I really hope exam day faster come, so i can finish my exam

and i can put down the stone inside my heart! haha

Then i wanna go shopping shopping shopping!!! Too bad that my luggage is allowed 20kgs only

so stupid lar.......Sigh!!!

This time i am going to fly alone myself........14 hours x.x Killing me~

Oh yeah........I just hope that monday faster come!

Then will be shopping on Tuesday and Wednesday!!! wow............

Thursday i am flying to Berlin,Germany! Until Sunday, then do my packing then go back to sibu

hahaha..........that's my plan!

Hope everything going fine ^^

It's Mother days on Sunday Right?

Happy Mother Day mum!!!

Love you always =)

Happy Mother Day for all the mummy also ^^

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今天所看见的

长大，是人生必经的过程～
试想渐渐的改变，压力渐渐的增加。。。每天每天，一点一点
当有天你发现，你长大了，你往回看，原来以前所发生的大事，只不过如此，以前是多么幼稚的
这就代表你长大了 ………………

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今天，我出门了`因为要去银行弄一些东西，然后去买一些食物！
到了银行，我解释过后，他们告诉我，不能把钱退给我，不知道是不是每次被人拒绝后，我都好想大哭一下
就像上次在机场他们不让我们过的时候，因为超重了，我就好想大哭下
可是，我告诉我自己你不可以哭！ 只不过遇到这样小小的挫折就哭！那如果以后遇到更大的困难的时候你怎么办？
没有人陪在你身边，只有自己要去面对着一些。。。。这时候，我好想好想让自己慢一点长大
因为我想回到那天真无知的时候，我不想去面对这些，但是，人总是要面对这些
好消息是，我没哭！
只是脸色有点难看。。。。。呜呜～

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接着要去学校拿我的unconditional letter 为了要给我的屋主看，这样才能组那个屋子！就跑去学校为了弄这个！当我问他们可不可以发e-mail给我，她说不可以！ 叫我时间到了自己过去拿！天啊。。。。。。。。
她又对我说不！今天第二次被人拒绝。。。。你说下，我的心情可以好到那里去？？？？？？
真想就这样把所以的东西丢掉！丢掉！丢掉！ 不想再去理他了。。。
感觉好失落，我就向没有灵魂的躯壳一样，摇摇晃晃的走到巴士站～因为还有去买食物
到了巴士站，我的表情当然是很失落啦。。。。。。结果一个妇女突然走到我面前，对我笑说，i am from poland. blablabla~~~ 不懂她说什么！ 然后最后说，this is a gift for you! 我就接过了她递给我的2本小小的书。当我看那书的时候，我看到了Jehovah ~ 心想，主是不是看到了失落的我，来安慰我来了！
我没看那本书，但我知道this is a gift from God, he come to me when i need him! how amazing is him? 心里的到了些些的安慰。。。。。。可是，脑子里还是不停的转，转，转～

想着考试快到了，可是还有一题还没解出答案来，该怎么办呢？心里着急，可是无能为力，很无奈～
想着这几天都在家里，这一年的生活好颓废，我到底做了些什么？真想就这么死了算了！
都不知道活着还有什么意义！当我想到这里的时候，我看到了一个老婆婆上巴士来。。。。。她的脸很特别，因为她没有鼻子，看到旁边的女生在窃窃私语，应该在背后说她吧。。。。。突然有很深的感触，如果我是她，要接受别人异样的眼观，在背后的窃窃私语，就连现在没有残缺的我，只是外形，我都觉得很不好受了，更何况是她！
我打从心里尊敬她！不久，我又看到了一个一拐一拐走着的中年男子！虽然坡着脚，可是他还是努力的走着，没有放弃！我就连好好的脚都懒得走！ 要和别人比较，真的差太多。。。。。。。

这些是我今天所看到的事，领悟的事。。。
希望你们可也可以被他们所激励你们的斗志！ 加油～

别人那么努力的活着，我也要努力的活着！
也许是生活太舒服才会想有的没的！
希望大家也要努力的生活～